Listen to my war song

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Stiles' POV:

"Babe, we have to go out by the fire for dinner... Your probably tired so do you wonna stay here? And just... Sleep?" Derek asks softly as I lay with my eyes closed.

"Nah... I think I'll be fine Der." I say, wincing as I sit up, but Derek helps me to my feet.

"Are you sure?" He asks, double checking, so I chuckle and grip onto his arm.

"One hundred percent." I smile.

I lean against him as he helps me out of the cave, and it's dark as the fire beats away in the centre of the camp.

Nobody's running around, nobody's talking.   They're all just sat there... In their normal circle, not saying a word.

I limp along with Derek, not because the fight, but, he really just took it out of me...

We sit down slowly, and still nobody says anything as they all look at what state I'm in, giving me sad, sympathetic looks.

Talia's the last to walk over, and everybody looks to the ground. So I look to Derek and take his hand in mine.  He smiles, taking Isaac's hand who takes Malia's and so on, until we're all holding hands.

After a few more minutes, I close my eyes, and sing softly.

"Do you ever think of me when you lie?
Lie down in your bed, your bed of lies?
And I knew better than to look in your eyes?
They only pretend you will be mine?
And you know how you made me believe?
You had me caught in every web that you weave?
But do you ever think of me when you lie?
Lie down in your bed, your bed of lies?

You could never make eye contact
Everything you got was based off of my contacts
You a fraud, but I'mma remain icon-stat
Balenciaga's on my boots with the python strap
You was caught up in the rush, and you was caught up in the thrill of it
You was with me way before I hit a quarter mil' in it
Put you in the crib and you never pay a bill in it
I was killin' it, man you got me poppin' pills in it
I told Baby hit you, I said this dude buggin'
Cause I was doing it for us, I told em fuck the public
Couldn't believe that I was home alone contemplating
Overdosin', all the postin', no more toastin' over oceans
They say you don't know what you got 'til it's gone
They say that your darkest hour comes before your dawn
But there was something I should've asked all along
I'mma ask on the song

Do you ever think of me when you lie?
Lie down in your bed, your bed of lies?
And I knew better than to look in your eyes?
They only pretend you will be mine?
And you know how you made me believe?
You had me caught in every web that you weave?
But do you ever think of me when you lie?
Lie down in your bed, your bed of lies?

I just figured if you saw me, if you looked in my eyes
You'd remember our connection and be freed from the lies
I just figured I was something that you couldn't replace
But there was just a blank stare and I couldn't relate
I just couldn't understand and I couldn't defend
What we had, what we shared, and I couldn't pretend
When the tears roll down it's like you ain't even notice em
If you had a heart, I was hoping you would've showed it some
What the fuck you really telling me, what you telling me
I could tell you lying, get the fuck out, don't yell at me
I ain't mean to cut you, I ain't wanna catch a felony
This ain't how to be a player, you ain't Bill Bellamy
They say you don't know what you got 'til it's gone
They say that your darkest hour come before your dawn
But there was something that I should've asked all along
I'mma ask on the song

So does he know I've been in that bed before
A thousand count, and not a single threaded truth
If I was just another guy
Then I'm ashamed to say that I'm not over you
There's one thing I need to know
So call me, when you're not so busy just thinking of yourself

Do you ever think of me when you lie?
Lie down in your bed, your bed of lies?
And I knew better than to look in your eyes?
They only pretend you will be mine?
And you know how you made me believe?
You had me caught in every web that you weave?
But do you ever think of me when you lie?
Lie down in your bed, your bed of lies..."

I open my eyes to see everyone crying but smiling as they look at me, and we're all still holding hands.

"That was beautiful." Liam sniffles, so I nod, leaning onto Derek's arm.

"Im not to hungry, so I'm going to sleep." I choke, my eyes watering some, so Derek follows as I stand up...  We go to walk off, but I stop quickly and turn around.  "Sam said... That he loves you all.   He wants each and everyone of you to know that he loves you." I say.

The pack smile, looking to one another before turning to a weeping Talia.

"Thank you Stiles.  For everything." She smiles.

I nod, turning back around and taking Derek's hand in mine. "Goodnight guys. I love you all." I say.

"Goodnight!" They all chorus.

Me and Der walk back to the cave in silence, laying back down as he pulls me into his chest.

"Night babe. I love you." He whispers into my hair, so I curl into him and hum.

"I love you too Sourwolf."

Sorrrryyyy I haven't updated this in a while... Had a short break... But I is back bitches. Xx

Neeaarrllyyy finished!!!  Sooo... Xx

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