A New Beginning : A Jelix Fanfic (COMPLETED)

6/Bliss & Other Words That Start With B

Last time...

Sean giggled and pulled Felix in for another kiss, this one healing the scars on his heart. He hadn't felt this in a while, someone loved him. Someone really loved him. And he thought, maybe, just maybe if the fear of what happened ever were to go away, maybe Sean might be able to fully love someone else too.

This time...

Sean could lay in Felix's arms forever. With every kiss, Sean became happier, and more pain would slip away. He felt content with Felix in this moment, and he even got excited at the thought of knowing Felix might be his boyfriend. He was very skeptical of the word because he didn't want Felix to feel tied down, and he didn't want to set himself up for another heart break. For now, he just wanted to enjoy Felix's soft lips and wandering hands as much as he could.

Felix marveled at how beautiful Sean was. Even if he was still wearing clothes, Sean's body was very fit and very smooth. His hands moved down Sean's back, slowly, so that he would hopefully not make Sean feel uncomfortable. When his hands swept over Sean's ass and grabbed it ever so slightly, he heard Sean make an audible sigh of pleasure.

"Is this okay?" Felix asked. His voice came out raspy, as they had been laying on his couch for hours holding each other and making out but not saying much.

"Absolutely," Sean's voice came out raspy as well, and he coughed in hopes of clearing it up, "Kiss me again, Felix." The kiss felt as electric as the first one, in spite of it being the umpteenth time their lips met. For Sean, it was all he could do to not moan with Felix groping his ass and kissing him simultaneously. Felix pulled Sean onto his lap so Sean was now straddling him.

Felix, noticing the pleasure he was giving Sean, decided to kick it up a notch and kissed Sean's neck. When he did, he heard Sean exhale sharp, and he pulled Felix even closer. Taking this invite, Felix began to kiss more on Sean's neck, kneading Sean's soft round ass like dough. Sean wasn't sure how much longer he could stay quiet, each kiss sent a shock of pleasure through his body.

At one point, Felix began to suck on his neck. When this started, Sean let out a soft whimper and rutted his hips into Felix's. Sean couldn't help but notice how hard Felix was. Felix stopped for a second and looked into Sean's eyes. He could tell they were beginning to glaze over with lust.

"What do you want Sean?" That was all Felix could think to say.

Sean looked back into his eyes and replied, "I want you, Felix." He pushed their hips together again, causing as much good friction as possible.

This time it was Felix's turn to throw his head back and softly moan in pleasure. He loved Sean's Irish accent and heard how it had thickened the more he had fallen into lust. "Jävla...what do you want me to do, bab - Sean?"

Sean blushed at the nickname he was almost called, but didn't say anything about it. He loved when Felix cussed in Swedish, too. He wanted to hear more.

"First of all," Sean started, running his hands up and down Felix's shirt, "you can call me whatever you want, you don't have to stick with Sean," Felix blushed, knowing that he was being called out for letting something slip, "And I would also like if we could take these shirts off, I'm finding them kind of annoying right now."

Felix nodded and watched as the sexy Irish man on top of him pulled his shirt off, revealing his lightly toned, muscular body that had just enough hair to accent his chest and abs. Felix couldn't help but stare at his beautiful body, and ran his hands up it, his fingers outlining every muscle. Noticing it was his turn, Felix pulled off his shirt, revealing to Sean the cut body he was devoloping.

When his shirt was off, Felix sat up and began to kiss Sean's neck yet again, running his hands over Sean's beautiful body. Sean began to hesitate, however, and asked Felix to stop while he pulled himself off of Felix.

"What's wrong, what did I do?" Felix instantly began reviewing everything in his head to try and think of what he messed up on.

"You didnt do anything, babe, I just feel like we should talk about stuff first before we go any further." Sean sat down across from Felix on the couch. He wanted to do everything with Felix, but he needed to clear something up first.

"What are we? I know we just made out and stuff, but I've been here for barely a day and I need to know if this is a real thing or if you're just using me as a fuck buddy or some shit." Sean wasn't sure how he felt. He wanted Felix, but he didn't know if he was ready to love Felix yet.

Felix looked into Sean's eyes with the most sincerity Sean had ever seen come from him. He said, "Sean...I will always be there for you. You know that," Sean nodded, and Felix went on, "I know right now it probably seems like all I want is to fuck you, but is promise that is not it," He tried to find the words to express his true feelings, "For a long time I've admired you. And it took me a while to notice it, but you're really awesome. You're funny and you are super humble to everyone and I love that. I know you're probably scared right now and I'm sorry if I came onto you too soon, but I really want to do this. I want to do it with you." He snickered at his choice of words, Sean cracking a smile to, "I wanna do life with you, Sean... I love you..."

Tears began to come up in Sean's eyes, even though he was smiling. Finally, he wrapped his arms around Felix's neck and said, "Felix Kjellberg, would you give me the amazing honor of being your boyfriend?"

Felix looked into the Irish boys eyes, and with a huge smile he replied, "Yes!"

"Good," Sean said pulling Felix into yet another kiss. When they pulled apart, Sean asked, "Are you hungry? I am, but what the fuck are we gonna eat while we're snowed in?" Felix then noticed that it was indeed snowing hard outside. "I know!" Sean exclaimed, "You have the stuff to make grilled cheese, right?" Felix nodded, remembering when Mark had taught both of them how to make grilled cheese. It was a heavenly dish, and Felix had stocked up on stuff to make it with ever since. Sean ran shirtless into the kitchen. Felix laughed at how cute his boyfriend was. That's something I'm going to have to get used to. But Felix knew he would more than likely enjoy having a boyfriend pretty quick.

To be continued...
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