do you love me?

Sixteen

Chyanne's POV

"Quavious, I'm leaving." I said grabbing my suit case out the closet
He furrowed his eyebrows
"Leaving where?" He asked standing up from the bed
"Back to New York" I said grabbing some of my clothes out the closet
He shook his head and walked over to me standing in front of me
"Chy listen, I can fi-"
I put my hand up for him to stop talking and he did
"Quavious... We have a four month year old son. I just witnessed one of my best friend get killed over the phone and not to mention, your brother and his children are missing too. And you want me to just sit here and patiently wait be next?" I asked raising an eyebrow
He stayed silent
"My point exactly, so until all this shit is over and done with, I'm going to stay in a hotel in New York." I said
Next thing I knew, I seen Quavo's fist fly into the closet wall causing me to jump.
"SO THIS IS IT? YOU JUST GON WALK OUT WITH MY FUCKIN SON?" He yelled getting in my face
I pushed him and he stumbled back a bit.
"WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE GETTING IN MY FACE, QUAVIOUS?" I asked screaming
He then grabbed both of my wrists and held them tight as I struggled to get out of his hold.
"Let me go now" I said growing angrier by the second
"Not until you tell me that you're staying here." He said
"Quavious" I said feeling my anger rise
"Chyanne, tell me"
"QUAVIOUS, WE HAVE A FUCKIN CHILD! WE CANNOT STAY HERE, ITS NOT SAFE! WHAT DONT YOU FUCKIN UNDERSTAND?" I yelled
His grip on my arms loosened and I slid my arms out
I examined his facial expression and I could see it was a mixture of pain and anger
He sat on the edge of the bed and put his head in his palms.
I walked over to him and kneeled down in front of him.
I moved his hands from his face and seen that his face was wet.
I knew Quavo wasn't scared of doing this by himself, it was that fact that everybody's lives were now in his hands.
"Look at me" I said lifting his chin
He looked at me and I wiped his tears
"I'm never leaving your side and you know that. I love you with every piece of me but at the end of the day, we're parents. Which means every choice we make whether it's good or bad is going to somehow affect Aiden in the long run. I'm not doing this to be selfish and or to make it seem like i'm walking out on you but I'm a mother Quavious and I'm going to protect my son by any means necessary." I said
He nodded indicating he understood
"I just don't want everything to be my fault. Everybody's life is in my hand, Chy. You don't know what this feels like man." he said
"You're right, I don't know what it feels like but I know you can do this. God wouldn't put anything on your plate that you couldn't handle." I said and he nodded
He stood up from the bed and pulled me up as well
He wrapped his arms around me causing me to wrap mine around his neck
"I'm sorry" he mumbled before kissing my lips
"It's ok, just don't get crazy again or I'ma have to stab your ass" I said laughing
He laughed as well and shook his head
I looked at Aiden's baby monitor on the dresser and he was still sound asleep
"Wow he really slept through all of that" I said causing Quavo to look in the same direction
"That's a damn shame, I'm going to double check on him." he said releasing me and walking out the bedroom
I walked in the bathroom and looked at the messy bun on top of my head.
I decided to take a shower
I stripped from all of my clothes tossing them in the laundry basket.
I started the shower and got it letting the water hit my skin.
I looked down at my arms and seen that they were a light purple from when Quavo grabbed me.
The whole time Quavo and I argued, I knew he wasn't going to hit me.
Him and I never really get into heated arguments but when we do, it's gets really real. But there's never been a thought in my mind that he would lay hands on me. Not to mention, Quavo knows if he were to catch himself get out of pocket, that I would kill him.
I stayed in the shower for an additional 10 minutes and then got out.
I grabbed my towel wrapping it around my body and walked out the bathroom
I seen Quavo laying on the bed with his arm covering his face.
I walked into the closet throwing on some shorts and a tanks top before walking back out.
I climbed on to the bed and straddled Quavo's waist.
"You ok?" I asked as he moved his arm
"Yeah, I'm straight. Just thinking" He said simply
I nodded and got up and resumed packing Aiden and I's clothes into the suit case
After about 20 minutes, I had everything situated. I wanted to get everything situated ahead of time, that way I wasn't in a rush.
"You taking the private jet." Quavo spoke
"Alright" I said moving my packed things into the corner of the room.
I grabbed my phone off the nightstand, cancelling my flight for the afternoon.
I placed it back on the dresser before turning towards Quavo.
I knew this whole situation was bothering him and the fact that I was leaving tomorrow wasn't making him feel any better.
I quickly thought of something that would make him feel a little better or at least take his mind off of it for a while.
"Babe" I said
"Hmm?"
"Sit up" I said
He looked at me raising an eyebrow
"Just do it" I said
He sat up and looked at me
"You're so sexy" I said kissing him
"I know, thank you" he said smirking
I straight faced him and pulled his shirt off
"If you wanted to fuck, you should've just said so" he said placing his hands on my ass
I smirked and shook my head
"I don't want to have sex with yo dusty ass, I'm about to give you a massage." I said
He laughed and turned on his stomach
I sat on his lower back and placed my hands on his back.
I began to rub his tense shoulders and he let out a sigh of relief.
"Talk to me" I said
"About what?" he asked
"Anything you want to, I just want to take your mind off everything that's going on for a while."
"Alright well, I want more kids with you"
he said
"How many more?" I asked smirking
"a thousand more, I want this house to be filled lil Quavos and Quavetts" he said causing me to bust out laughing
"Quavos and Quavetts?" I asked wiping my tears of laughter
"Yes, they all have to look like me" he said chuckling
"Oh so it's fuck me, huh?" I asked
"Yeah, its fuck you and give me all my kids" he said
I hit his back and laughed
"What if we really did have a thousand kids?" I asked wondering what it would be like to have a circus full of kids
"What you mean? We are going to have a thousand kids. You'll find out when we get there." He said causing me to shake my head again
"What do you want?" he asked
"I want to get married soon" I said looking at my engagement ring
"How soon?" He asked
"As soon as all this bullshit blows over. That way we won't have to worry about all this and we can just focus on us." I said
He nodded indicating he understood
I gave him a massage for an additional hour as we still talked.
"Alright i'm tired" I finally said
"Thank you baby" he said as I got off his back
"No problemo" I said kissing his lips
"I love you" He said
"I love you more" I said getting comfortable on his chest
He turned off his lamp light and we both drifted off to sleep.