Zea's POV
"Masaya ka na nyan?"
"Yeah. Atleast I'll be a little confident my wife won't be hungry for some days."
"Some days?! Gago ka talaga! Di ko kayang ubusin yan ng mga 2 months!"
"For real??"
"Ay gago talaga! Oo!"
He laughed.
"Anyway, that three bags there, bring them to your family. It'll be good to send them something."
I smiled at him. If they'll knew you they'll love you as much as I do.
"Sus! Maaga pa Love, punta tayo dito!" sabi ko while showing a flyer
"Wow! there's a wakeboard park here?"
"You want?"
"I'd love to! Are you going to wake board too?"
"No, I just want to watch you."
"You sure?"
"Yeah. Tara na?"
Maraming tao ang nasa waterpark palibhasa'y linggo. Agad namang nagrent si Ethan ng kakailanganin nya. Marami ang nakapila para makapag wake. Sinamahan ko lang sya sa isang side para maghintay ng turn nya.
Magkahawak kamay kaming nanunuod ng mga nagwawake board. Mukhang masaya, mukhang madali parang relasyon namin. Mukhang masaya, mukhang madali pero sobrang hirap.
"I will miss everything Love."
"I will too." sabi ko
Silence enveloped us. Matagal din. Halos 20 minutes kaming hindi nagsasalita.We both are looking at that man made lake while our hands are intertwined.
"While I'm away, I want you to be free as if I'm not existing. I want you to live your life as it was before I came. I want you to be the Always Angry Zea. "
Hinampas ko naman sya.
"Nakakainis ka. Akala ko seryoso ka."
"But I'm serious, back then, you're always angry. When you see me, I see a mad girl staring at me. You know Love, the only thing I want now is to live longer. And I promise you, I will fight for my life so I could get back to you."
Nakatingin lang ako sa kanya habang nagsasalita sya, sya naman, nakatingin sa nagwawake board.
"But, if you find someone better than me. ( he sighed) Just please make sure he'll be better than me. Please, go ahead. File an annulment."
Silence. Nabibigatan ako sa mga sinabi nya. How could he say that to me? Ako lang ba ang nahulog? Kasi kahit hindi nya hilingin, alam kong sya lang ang hihintayin ko.
"Just please. Please don't die on me."
"I won't, I will still let you meet Mom."
"I'm looking forward for that meeting."
"But if you find---"
"I'll wait for you okay? I'll wait until you come back to me. I won't find someone else."
"This would be the very first time I would die not to die."
