Expiration Date (Books 1 and 2)

61 So Where Are They?

The Amoris look exhausted, their bodies slumped forward, and chins hanging down toward their chests. The shackles don't allow them to lay down.

I turn away from them. "Someone needs to see to his arm." I look over my shoulder at Jonas. His stitches are haphazard at best. I'm not in the mood to see my family or any of the rebels. Ever since I set foot in this base, I feel as if I haven't had the chance to be alone.

Minutes later, I find the dormitory bunker I share to be blessedly empty and lay down on my bottom bunk.

Seeing my family like that didn't fill me with satisfaction like it should have. I want to fight my family, I want to hurt them, but it all feels like a hollow victory if they are unable to hurt me back. Having them beaten while chained is not the vengeance I'm craving.

If I free my country from Expiration Dates, I don't want to be remembered for that. I don't want to be the villain I've felt like while a part of the Society. I want to be the hero.

I don't want to be remembered as my cousin Andrew will be in the history books after he set a bomb off in Jonas's office in the hopes it was our cousin's Expiration Date.

He wanted to be a rebel. He hated the Society more than I did. But he was never going to give Jonas the chance to fight back. I may hate Jonas, but I didn't and don't want him to die.

In the end Andrew's bomb only hurt one person and that was me. I place a hand on my cheek where the scar is forming after I was struck by a piece of the shrapnel.

There were other bombs that went off that day at nearby estates of families in the Society's outer circle. And though it's suspected he was responsible for those, he never claimed them like he did with the one in the Estate. The other bombs could have been from rebels, or maybe Andrew had already joined them.

The hero.

The villain.

Your title all depends on which side you're on.

So I'm both at once.

Good and evil.

And I really only want to be one.

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