Seasons Change (A Chris Brown Love Story)

LXXVII.

Yet, I'm doing the wrong thing. I love this girl so much words can't explain. She's the only one that has my heart. The thing that Robyn and I got going is only lust. It's not the same.

"Chris?"

"Yeah baby?"

"Why you always staring at me like a weirdo?" She asked as a smile appeared on her face.

"I can't look at my beautiful fiancé? Dang that's messed up." I said smiling and engulfing her in a hug.

"Of course you can... Want me to give you a full show?" She asked while letting go and turning around for me to look at her.

"Jay lets go! We got a flight to catch!" A.J yelled aloud as her and I chuckled.

"Ugh I'm gonna miss you so much." She said with her bottom lip poked out.

"You think I'm not gone miss you?"

"You wouldn't have to miss me if you would've just came." She said looking away. She just pulled a card on me.

"Baby look now you know that I got work---"

"Yeah I know... The album this.. Music that.. Studio with Rihanna here... Studio with her there.. I get it. I'll call you when we land. Bye Chris." She said patting my back and walking towards the crew.

Right before she leaves, she shoves the fact of me working all the time in my face. It's nothing I can do about it.

"I love you..." I said loud enough for her to hear it.

"Yeah yeah... Call you later." She said walking in the airport.

"Dang man.... She ain't even say I love you back. How y'all just switch up from laughing and hugging to like quick shots being fired that quick?" Trey asked as I glared at him and I stepped in the car.

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"Red will you moveeeee..." I said trying to fight him to get a window seat.

"No no no, I want the window seat!" I semi-yelled as people were laughing at me.

"Will y'all stop being childish? Jay you sit with me and you can have the window seat. Then, A.J, you and Red sit across from us and you can have that window seat." Q said aloud trying to be the peacemaker.

"Okay okay we can do dat." Red said smiling like a happy little child.

"Look... Don't get on my nerves on this trip. By the way, weed is illegal in Chicago unless it's medicinal. If you plan on smoking, then you gone be on ya own. I'm broke." I said laughing and talking to Red from across the aisle.

"Shoot... We gone have to make something work. I know you got my back." He said smiling at me.

I sat down at my window seat and I put my stuff on the floor.

"Jay.... Is Chicago fun?" A.J asked me from across the aisle.

"Girl I can show you a good time." I said smiling and buckling my seatbelt.

"Ma'am... Aren't you Chris Brown's fiancé?" A guy asked on the way to his seat.

"Yes sir." I said as the guys looked at him intensely. I found it funny.

"Hi, my name is Kevin... I'm a photographer for Ebony magazine and we would love to do a pre-wedding photoshoot with you two. It would be amazing. If you are interested, here's my card." The guy said smiling and handing me a card with his contact information.

"Thank you so much sir. I'll let him know." I said smiling and putting the card in my purse.

I sent Chris a text because I wasn't so nice before I left.

Me: I'm sorry about earlier... I love you Chris no matter what. You know that. You just get on my nerves sometimes. But, anyways a photographer from Ebony wants to do an issue on our wedding. Let me know if you're interested. I'll call you when we land. You're all that matters to me. ❤️

I smiled to myself after I sent it. I want him to know I still do love him.

"That sounds nice. You guys in a magazine? That's crazy." Q said smiling and typing on his phone.

"Yeah that would be nice... Why you ain't tell me that y'all are hosting a celebrity football game? You bogus.... Chris said he has a lot to take care of while we're gone." I said scrunching my face up at Q.

"Yeah we are... But what you mean? There's nothing else to be done."

"What you mean?"

"Like....."

"Cause it was said that Chris gotta get his jerseys and stuff made and he has to lockdown the location and make the final payments to rent the field out and stuff."

"Me and Chris locked all that down about a week ago... There's nothing else to be done but to show up." Q said chuckling in a nervous manner.

So, Chris lied to me?

"Uh oh.... I sense something wrong.... What's going on?"

"My man is hiding something from me. You've been his alibi. I'll figure out what's going on sooner or later." I said as I felt the plane start to move.

I closed my eyes and I thought about Chris. Has he been keeping it 100 with me?

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