I think I see you in the stands in the Wales jersey: the one with the signature red sleeves and a dragon as the emblem of our will in the Euros.
You weren't even here when they released it,
I wonder if my name is behind it.
Of course I don't go and check- that'd be too embarrassing for me.
I see you right there- in the first ten rows, watching us train while looking around the stadium- the stadium that you are awfully unfamiliar with.
I would only stare at you when you look away.
Of course I sneaked away from the boss' eyes, just to see whose name you have on the back, and Joe says I'm so distracted-
Do you still use that jasmine perfume?
Fuck.
Gareth just hit me with a ball-
Not on purpose, or so I think.
I don't even bother to hit him back, because I'm so infatuated with the thought of you just sitting there so close to me and quite possibly supporting me during the match.
I don't even want to retreat back into the tunnels for final preparations because all I want to prepare for is the encourage to talk to you.
And I know once I head back inside, I'll lose the sight of you amongst the thousands of fans rushing into the stadium to support Wales.
As soon as I heard Gareth's third beckoning, I ran inside- of course, after sneaking another look at you and I think-
We made eye contact.
I go ahead and go in, lingering that I didn't have to. I wish I could even sit on the bench, and I think I heard Joe saying something about Aaron and the bench so I reckon I will take it up- to see you.
And I do: I sit on the bench for the match, and they go on. I spend the first half trying to find you again and in the 53rd minute- I finally see you.
Like an angel in the crowd, just without the halo. But I reckon I saw one above your head, just like that night when I was blasting on a high fever and you sang me a Welsh lullaby; the hard effort at trying to mumble the right sounds to create harmonization. I know I went to sleep in your arms like that and right now, I only hope I could sit here forever and look at you like this.
I know that I didn't go unnoticed by you, because I caught you looking at me (or hopefully me) and I wish I could come over there and hold you.
It's already the 80th minute; I've stared at you for thousands of seconds by now and I think you sense that too because you walk out of the stadium and I am hindered by my assistant coach who refuses to let me run-
Especially to run after you.
I shrug him off and I know the lads are giving me all types of weird looks and even both Joes are bloody irritated, and Gareth kind of wants to hit me with more than just a ball at this point, but I could care less.
And I run and run and run,
Almost in roundabouts around the stadium,
Holding railings and trying not to pant or panic too much.
Then I see a hint of your hair, wavering in the air.
I run quicker; I hope I don't hit a ditch on concrete-
And oh dear, you know my luck.
My left hand reaches for your shoulder-
"Sorry" was the only thing that could come out of my mouth.
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68 Ways to Rekindle | Aaron Ramsey
Fanfiction"108, don't you remember? It was our apartment code, but there's one broken heart, and I've learned that nothing is infinite through the string of numbers that once belonged to us." sequel to 57 reasons to break up. copyright 2016-2017. cover by -m...