I walk in my house and I put some different clothes on. (picture)
I look at myself I'm the mirror. I like it.
then I see something. I notice now the innocence that I have. and I need to fit into the group. I'll finally have some actual friends.
I mean yes I have Kayla but she's just a associate. I want actual friends.
Today and from now on. I'm going to do everything I can to break this shell. No if, ands, or buts about it.
well if it include me killing some one I will gladly stay a good girl.
"are you ready?" I hear Nate yell. I yell yes back and I walk downstairs.
"damn ma." Nate says checking me out. I giggle. damn giggle.
"let's go have fuunn!" I yell. the guys just laugh.
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we pull up to a huge house. different then before. this one is like a mini mansion but compared to the others around its gigantic.
First thing I think of to get rid of this good girl shell is to get drunk.
we walk inside and I see the boys giving handshakes to some others.
"stay by my side okay" Nate says into my ear. I just nod my head. The music was really loud and he's really tall.so he wouldn't be able to hear me.
I look around while Nate was talking to some guy.
I see the kitchen. it has a island full of alcohol and about two refrigerators well one a fridge and the other a freezer.
I look up at Nate and I see that he is busy talking . So I slip away. I open up the freezer and there is bottles and bottles of Volka and Rum and Hennessy.
I grab a bottle of Hennessy. Since it is alcohol it didn't freeze it just got really cold.
I manage to get it open and I quickly tale a big drink. its burns like crazy! I cough. but its actually really good. I take another gulp. and another and another. my throat starts getting used to it.
"Hey now, that's a $20 dollar bottle of Hennessy." A voice says behind me.
I turn around and see Jack G.
"oh...uuuhh" I don't know what to say. My mind is blurry.
he laughs. "I'm just fucking with ya Bella." he says.
"wanna dance?" he asks.
i think about it. wait no thinking just go.
I quickly nod and I take another huge gulp of hennessy and we go out to the dance floor.
