TALK ME DOWN → SEBASTIAN STAN

thirty two | private

riley bear
i know i screwed up, Seb. I can't
believe i would even think of doing
something like that. I guess I just
wanted to prove to myself that I was
some horrible, awful person and that
I didn't deserve to have a friend like
you.

After Andrew, everything's been
really difficult and you're the first
person who's made me laugh genuinely
for a long time, and I just can't believe
I was dumb enough to do something
like that. I never want to hurt you,
Seb. That's the last thing I want.

I don't expect you to forgive me.
I just wanted to make sure you
knew that I didn't ever want to hurt
you.

seb
I'm sorry I just walked out like
that. I should've let you talk,
at the very least.

I'm not angry, Riles. I'm just
confused.

riley bear
Why?

seb
Because I don't know how
to feel about it. I don't know
whether I should be concerned
or angry or jealous.

riley bear
I mean, none of those sound like very
good options.

seb
I'm just upset, I guess.
This was supposed to be our
week. You, me and the others.
And now everything's messed up.

riley bear
I'm sorry.

seb
it's not you.
I shouldn't be taking it so badly.

riley bear
None of my friends would take the
blame if I did something like this.
I don't like it when you take the blame.

I don't understand how I got so lucky
to end up talking to you, Seb. I honestly
don't.

seb
Ditto.

But I'm still feeling negative
emotions, and that's not good.
You've only got a day left here,
and I want to make it special for
you.

riley bear
It's already special, Sebastian.
I got to see you every day this
week.

seb
We've got the group meal later,
with the others. After that, I would
very much like to take you out.

riley bear
What, like a date?

seb
Sure.
I mean, it can be whatever you
want. I'm not going to force it
onto you.

If you want a date, it can be a date.

riley bear
You're so cute when you're
flustered ^_^ I would very
much like it to be a date.

seb
Well, I would prefer to be
considered sexy but cute works
too.

And if you wish it to be a date, a
date it shall be.

riley bear
I'll see you later, cutie.

seb
Bye, riley bear x