This Isnt Me

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-ASHLYS POV-

"Kian?" I looked at him and sobbed. He was wide eyed, while I was speechless

"Ashly.." He breathes and runs to me

"You're okay, shh, I'm here for you, you're okay, I promise" he embraces me in a hug, he doesn't care that my wrists are bleeding on him, meanwhile I'm still sobbing

"I'm not okay.." I sigh and pull away and wipe my tears

"You might think you're broken, but in my eyes, you're just bent. And anyone can fix something that's bent. So I'm going to fix you" he says tearing up a little

"Please don't cry" I laugh a little wiping one of his tears on his cheek

"Don't let me go," I cry

"I won't, I promise" he says and embraces me into a hug again

Where both a crying mess, we hear someone run up the stairs into my room, I look over kians shoulder and see jc. Kian turns around

"YOU" Kian says angrily and stands in front of me

"Kian, we'll fight later. Bring her to the hospital" jc says staring at my wrists

They both rush me to the hospital, jc driving while me and Kian are in the backseat. I cry into kians shoulder while he rubs my back

Once we arrive to the hospital Kian picks me up bridal style and runs to me the front desk. I'm still crying my eyes out at the time, the lady looks at me while calling in a group of doctors.

The group of doctors and nurses rush me to one of those secret rooms. I'm still crying.

Before we go into the room I look back at Kian being held back by nurses seeing those tears run down his face makes me cry harder knowing I did this all

They set me down on the hospital bed. Everyone leaves except for one girl nurse

"How are you sweety?" She said standing next to me

"I'm horrible" I mumble and start to cry

"No ones horrible, where all humans here" she says, I Look up at her and she hands me a tissue smiling gently

The doctor comes in and the nurse leaves giving me a thumbs up before she goes.

"Hello Mrs. Ashly"

"Hi.." I mumble feeling numb

"Those boys told me everything that happened. I understand it was upsetting and hard, but the one boy with curly hair knows it's his fault. If you want to you can sue him" the doctor says

"Oh, excuse my manners, I'm Dr. Paul"

I just nod

"They just don't know my past.. Or me" I sigh

The doctor nods and rights down something

"You can go home tomorrow. Would you like any visitors?"

I nod once again

Once the doctors walks out I sit up. Biting my nails nervously, it's my fault

Jc walks In first,

"Ashly, I had no idea.." Jc sighs sitting next to me

"Get out" I say not looking at him

Once he leaves Kian walks in,

"Ashly.." He says and sits next to me on the bed

"Kian.." I sob into his shoulder once more

"You're okay-" I cut off Kian by saying,

"You don't know the real me.."

"What?" He says looking at me

"You don't know the real me.. I changed.." I sigh

I told him the whole story, he only nodded the whole time, speechless

"I could understand that, you felt stressed and used, but Ashly, can you do me a favor?"

I nod

"Be you, fuck jc, fuck Andrea too, Ashly, I love you"

I look at him

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