4: The Playboy's Victim

Chapter thirty seven: So your the play boy's victim now?

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Chris POV

Tinignan ko ang kanyang kwarto. Hindi ko alam kung ilang minuto akong naka titig duon bago bumaba. She wasn't here. sinubukan ko na ring puntahan ang private cemetery ng kanyang ina pero wala rin siya ron. Knowing how stubborn my girl is she'll do what she wants. I fucking hurt her again after promising that I won't. Ngayong alam na niya ang tungkol sa pustahan.. Hindi na niya ko kinausap. Simula rin non hindi na kami nag kita and it was all because of my selfish little brother. Alam ko namang mali na ilihim yun sa kanya, sasabihin ko rin naman yun.. naunahan lang talaga ko.

Napasalampak siya ng upo sa hagdan. I was in her house hoping that she'll be here and we can talk about it. and maybe.. we can still go back to what are we before this shit happens. I missed her so much. Akala ko sapat na ang tatlong araw para makapag-isa siya, nakalimutan ko nga palang iba siya. She took an easy way out. Hiding, running away from me again. Sinabihan kona siya.. na kung gusto niyang tumakbo palayo isama niya ko, pero ang hirap pala ng ganito. Yung ikaw yung tinatakbuhan niya palayo.

She left her phone at the bedside table so I can't tract her. She knew me so well isn't it? I took my phone out and smiled sadly. Siya ang wallpaper ko, kapag hindi ako makatulog, kapag nararamdaman kong napapagod ako sa trabaho at kapag namimiss ko siya iyon lang ang tinitignan ko. It was a stolen shot a couple of days ago. Siya lang.. siya lang ang babaeng kilala ko na maganda parin kahit bagong gising, kahit walang ayos, at kahit na hindi babaeng-babae manamit at kumilos. Naka upo ito sa kanyang sala suot ang walang iba kundi ang damit niya lang habang naka taas ang paa. She's eating the pringles we bought at the grocery store, hindi ko alam bakit naka kunot ang kanyang noo sa kanyang pinapanuod. All I can think that time was how perfect she is in my eyes.

She didn't knew that I have thousands of stolen pictures of her. meron ring hindi. ayaw na ayaw niyang pinipicturan ko siya kaya minsan hindi ko pinapaalam sa kanya.

Nung una wala talaga akong balak na patulan trip ni Zach. But then somethings about her that made me say yes that day. I always remember our first encounter which was inside her house, I was knocked down by her.. and I think that's when I fell in love.

Gustong gusto ko yun sabihin sa kanya lahat. I want her to give me another chance to explain.. everything at her staring at the very beginning. Sasabihin ko sa kanya lahat ng gusto niyang malaman basta pakinggan niya lang ako.. I was worried, her father is worried. Simply everyone is worried about her. Their asking me, how was she, where is she. pero wala akong masagot. Her dad is mad crazy and me too. I knew I deserve that hard punch in the nose that's why I didn't stoped him for doing so. Nang masiguro kong kalmado na siya agad akong nag paliwanag na mahal ko talaga ang anak niya, di dahil sa pustahan kundi dahil sa totoo ang nararamdaman ko sa kanya. Hindi ko siya pinilit na maniwala, he even threat me to kill if something's bad happen to his daughter but I promise him, I assure him that she'll be fine.. that I'll find her and bring her back.

Sinabi ko parin lahat lahat. Hoping that he'll like me again for her and not my selfish idiot of a brother. Mas okay na rin to, na kahit hindi niya alam ang totoo atleast nasabi ko rin yun sa papa niya pa mismo.

Two weeks came and she still hasn't coming back, if she didn't call Zach that night then I must be signing my death penalty right now. I came here everyday hoping to see her, talk to her.. and If I'm lucky I'll hug her and kiss her to death. Ako ang nag aasikaso sa mga alaga niya, knowing I almost broke my brother's nose once again. Hindi na siya nag lakas ng loob mag pakita sa kin matapos ng ginawa niya samin. We still have no idea where she is, the only thing I knew that she's somewhere out there with her friend.

If Zach just fucking warn me about hiring my brother then this might not be happening right now. Bakit ba kasi hindi ko sinabing may kambal ako ng una palang. I cursed before heading back to my house. Her father's staying at my house a couple of days already, I welcome him here without second thought. Hindi ko naman siya pweding hayaan nalang mag stay sa private cemetery na para sa asawa nito, she might hate him but she's still her father. I can't help but to stare at the man standing at my kitchen preparing our food. He looks so like my girl. I missed her so much and watching him cook for both of us makes everything worse, he isn't helping just so you know he's good as her flesh when it comes to cooking.