w r e c k a g e ✓

the wreckage of his sanity

❝He's a psycho. He's just like his brother. I swear he'd be the kid to shoot up the school again.❞

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I DID THIS for you.

I did this for you.

I did this for you.

His thoughts began to eat him alive. He continued to writhe in his sleep until he could take it no more. He jerked his body up and let out a choked gasp.

They were hurting you.

He didn't ask anyone to protect him though.

They were tearing you apart.

He didn't ask for anyone to protect him though.

They were going to kill you before you could even get the chance to do it yourself.

He didn't ask anyone to protect him though.

It was his plan. He was going to take everything. The bullying. The throwing around. The threats. He was going to take it all until he could finally graduate and leave the state in its entirety.

He was supposed to protect his younger brother, not the other way around.

They were killing you don't you understand?

He didn't ask anyone to protect him though.

I'd do it again you know? For you. I'd do it again.

It wasn't supposed to be that way. His brother was supposed to stay quiet. His brother was supposed to let him rot in that hell hole of a place called high school.

His brother wasn't supposed to do what he did.

His brother wasn't supposed to ruthlessly murder the ignorant bigots who teared him apart. And yet he did though. He did it and it was killing him just as bad as the bullies were before they died.

The bullying was worse than before. So much worse. Rather than it being the school it was most of the country. And this time he no longer had his little brother to protect him.

Now, all he had was the fall back of his original plan. He was going to take everything. The bullying. The throwing around. The threats. He was going to take it all until he could finally graduate and leave the state in its entirety.

They were killing you don't you understand?

Oh he understood now. He understood it with out a doubt. He harshly gripped his head and tugged at the hairs.

I did this for you.

I did this for you.

I did this for you.

He didn't ask for anyone to protect him though.