Furry Love (A Jacob Black Love Story)

Exhaustion

A/N BACK TO ORIGINAL POV THAT MEANS IT IS IN SAMANTHA'S POV

As soon as Leah layed down on the sofa she was out cold. I shook my head at her and went to the front door to lock it. I don't care if I'm in love with him and I forgive him easily but right not I just can't deal with him. Right now he has to learn a lesson. It is either me or her. I don't want to sound selfish or aything but I can't deal with the fact that every friggin day he is always thinking about Bella. Yeah, I know he "love's" me and stuff like that but I can't help feeling that if I never turned into a wolf would we have been together still? Would we even be thinking about getting married after high school? Or would our relationship just been one of those high school flings and as soon as school is over he wouldn't want anything to do with me?

Pushing aside all these questions I turned around and headed into the kitchen to grab a garbbage bag from underneath the kitchen sink. I walked back to the area of destruction and picked up the bigger peices of glass and throwing them into the garbbage bag. I set the garbbage bag down and grabbed a broom and a dust pan and started sweeping up the smaller peices of glass. When I was done with that I turned to the tables. The stupid moron over turned the table where we put our mail and keys, along with the table that was sitting behind the couch. A couple minutes later I was working in the kitchen with fixing the chairs. Finally all I had to do was fix the hole and indention that he made in my wall. I grabbed the garbbage bag full of shattered glass and put it out on the front porch.

When I put it out I almost screamed because I saw a dark shadow looming on the porch not that far away from my door.

"Don't scream it's me," said that voice that used to make my heart melt, but right now it just spiked my anger.

"Why the hell are you here?" I asked harshly and turned on the porch light.

"I live here with you," he sounded confused and hurt, vulnerable and guilty.

"Not tonight you do," I said and crossed my arms. I stood in the doorway blocking him from trying to come inside.

"What? Why?" He asked shocked by what I said.

"I said, not tonight you do. Need another repeat?" I asked.

"Where am I supposed to sleep?" He asked.

"At Billy's, that was where you were living before," I stuck out my chin at him.

"Sammy I told you I'm sorry, I didn't mean what I said." He walked toward me and I took a step back and held my hand up to him.

"Don't come any closer, Jacob." I used his full name and I saw his eyes go wide. I never used his full name unless you count the time when we were broken up.

He didn't listen and came towards me yet again. He put his arms around me but I pushed him away and slapped him. "Would you listen to me already?!" I shouted out. He just looked shocked at what I did to him and to be honest I'm surprise I hit him. "Did you just slap me?" He asked and touched his cheek where I slapped him.

I closed my eyes and sighed. "Just go, Jacob. I'm not in the mood to put up with you right now. You hurt me real bad and I just need to have a night so that I can clear my head. I can't clear it if you are here so just please go." I opened my eyes and what I saw broke my heart yet again. He stood with shoulders haunched over like he just aged by what I said. I saw him and saw that he looked like a broken up person. But no matter how sorry I feel for him I just can't let him sleep beside me tonight. I need space and apparently so does he.

"Tomorrow you can come back, but tonight we just need space." I said and closed the door. I locked it and turned my back to lean on it. I felt the tears that I was holding back blur my vision and spill over. As my tears fell down my face I slid down the door sitting down on the floor and resting my head on my knees. My shoulders shook with sobs that I couldn't control and I felt like my shoulders got heavier the longer I stayed like that.