I really still love Steph. I-I just don't know right now. In about three hours I'm Going on my birthday present with Scott so that should be fun right? Get my mind off things and get to know Scott for who he is.
Scott 9:01 Hey I'll be there in two hours
Me 9:03 Alright mate can't wait
Scott 9:05 Me either it's gonna be so much fun just me,you, and talking about whatever we want, the world is ours tonight
Me 9:07 I'm still gay Scott
Scott 9:08 Oh I know I meant it in a friendly way
Me 9:09 Okay imma go get dressed bye lover boy
Scott 9:11 Bye dreamer girl
What does he mean by dreamer girl? Oh well he seems like a really nice guy so I won't question it at all.
"Mercy?" I hear Stevie say "Yes mom?" I say whilst walking into the living room to see her "Are you going on a date?" She asks "No he is a friend I'm Gay" I say "Oh I thought it was a girl" she says "Oh I don't move on that fast Stevie" I say "Okay babe you should go get dressed" she says "Okay" I say
I'm trying my best for my emotions not to eat me. They are seeping through the box I shoved them in and I don't want them to. Because when they escape, hell will break through definitely. I'm not okay. I need to face the fact that nothing will ever last, and be okay for me. Nothing. No shove shove shove. I want to have fun tonight and be happy. I need to shove them I can't let this happen tonight. I will have fun. Don't think of Steph don't think of Steph. Steph Damnit Okay I need to get dressed. I put in a p!atd low cut tank, black skinny jeans, red converse, and a fifth harmony logo flat bill hat. Cause I'm trash sorry not sorry. I walk out of my room my phone 100% charged and bringing my charger and ready to go
Scott 11:30 Hey you ready?
Mercy 11:31 Yep been ready hah
Scott 11:32 Lol okay be there shortly
I waited for a good ten minutes then there's a knock The lovely, Scott Peterson
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(A/n I imagine Scott Peterson as Louis if you couldn't tell...)
"Hey mercy" he says going back and forth on his heels "Hi Scott" I say
Now I am gay but this boy is hot. But no connection he's just a good looking guy.
"Ready to Erm go?" He asks "Oh yeah, bye mums!" I call to them "Bye" they both say
We walk silently to his car which Isn't far and We get in.
"Any particular bands or artists?" He asks "Fifth harmony" I say "Oh there hot as fuck, just saying" he smiles "Yeah of course there hot as fuck they are just... Damn" I say thinking of Lauren Jauregui's eyes, and just her in general. "Yeah they are bruh" he says "Dork" I joke "I know, it's a struggle every day" he smiles "Wow okay yeah huge dork, but aye it's okay. I'm one too shh" I whisper at the end "Okay I'll keep it a secret" he winks
I laugh really loud
"Sorry that was unattractive" I say "Nah mate your super attractive I just hate that your gay, but oh well I can deal with it" he admits "Yeah I'm sorry too, at least your hot" I say "Thanks" he says blushing "Awh little Scot is blushing" I say smiling "Yeah so be it" he pouts
We are doing a lot of talking when will we be where we are supposed to go.
"Hey Scott when will we be there?" I ask "Here" he smiles "Oh Coolio" I say
I look around and it's a huge empty fair
"No ones here" I say "Yeah I know, it's just us, we ride any ride. My dad owns it and he's opening it for us" he says "Wow this is great, you weren't kidding 'just us' " I say quoting what he said over text
He chuckles
"Yeah I guess" he smiles at me again
I have a feeling he's gonna make a move. I mean I guess what would one kiss Hurt? I've never been with a guy. I find them less attractive than girls. And Scott is different. Never know. I could be bi
"So what first?" He asks "Hmm I dunno" I say "How about.. The go carts?" He asks "Sure" I say
We head over to the go carts and he gets on a blue one and I get in a red one.We start racing he's going easy on me. Fuck no.
"Catch up loser!" I yell behind me "You got it!" He yells
He starts catching up fast. I bump him making him turn and I keep going. I win
"Suck it!" I yell as he heads towards me in his car.
We get unbuckled
"Alright miss 'suck it' what next?" He asks "Hm Ferris wheel" I say "Okay, well that would be the last one because I still want you to eat and we have been racing for a while so last but not least all mighty Ferris wheel" he says
We get into one of the booths and it starts.
"Wow this is beautiful" I say "Yeah you-it is" he says looking away fast "Scott?" I ask "Yes mercy?" He replies "Will you kinda be an experiment, I've never kissed a guy, I just don't feel the same with them. And I want to see what it's like maybe?" I say "Sure" he smiles
Me and him get closer and kiss at the top of the Ferris wheel. I gotta say it was a good kiss. But nope I'm definitely gay.
"Sorry, still gay" I say "It's okay, at least I got to kiss you" he smirks "Let it go lover boy" I say rolling my eyes "Can't dreamer girl" he winks
We finally get off the ride and head to dinner
"What do you want?" He asks "Arby's is fine with me" I say "Okay" he says
We get our food and head back to my house whist he eats and drive. We get to my door and we wait.
"This was great Scott thanks for the experience. And the night it was so much fun, see you later lover boy" I say "Bye dreamer girl" he says
I walk in and see mum waiting
"Hey mum" I say "Hey sweetie how was your night?" She asks "Good, we had fun and all" I say "That's good. Well imma go to bed just made sure you had fun and all" she says "Okay mum love you good night" I say "Goodnight love you too" and says
I go to my room and pass the fuck out.
A/n
Hey guys hope you like this extra long chapter! I had fun writing it. So yeah thanks for so many reads oml. Like wow.
