Adopted by Stally

Chapter fourteen

Why Steph? I loved you with everything, you chased after me to be with me but now you do this?! Why? Just why? Am I not good enough? Was I too clingy? Am I too fat? Is it because of my scars? You have them too so it can't be that. Was it the pressure? Was it because all I wanted was you and only you? You really fucked me over Stephanie. I loved you so much.
Did you fuck Scott?!. I hate you. But i love you. Is that normal? It's 9 pm and I'm losing my shit. Steph just why babe? No, you're not my babe. Not anymore. You hurt me. You hurt me so much Steph I don't know what to do. I want to cut so badly but I'm not going to. I promised ally and Stevie and I will stay true to them for the rest of my life. Just why?
I get a knock at the door. Ally and Stevie let me have my space so I don't know who it could be. I'm still crying, but I'm watching Camren (Camila + Lauren) videos

"Open" I say
"Hey kiddo" Shannon says softly
"Hi" I say wiping my tears
"Ally told us" she says looking away
"I kinda figured she would, I don't mind I trust you guys" I smile for the first time in a few hours.
"I'm glad you trust us" Shannon says smiling
"Yeah I trust you guys a lot" I say
"Now can you do me a favor?" Shannon asks

I mean I don't want to but she is my idol so sure

"Sure" I say

"Delete her" she says Flatly
"What?" I ask
"Delete her off everything" Shannon says
"B-"
"No mercy the only way you will get over her is if you delete her off everything, you don't need to see her life, she hurt you, and if you stay on her social media and stay in contact it will only hurt more, I've learned from experience" Shannon says
"Okay, thanks for this Shannon" I say
"Any time kiddo" she says

Which makes me smile like an idiot.
Tomorrow is my birthday. She will not get to me at all. Nope. I will be happy and spend time with people who care about me and love me. I might even invite Scott..

Me 9:30

Hi it's mercy if your still awake..

Scott 9:30

Yeah hi are you okay?

Me 9:31

Yes I am are you?

Scott 8:34

Yes, I'm sorry she did that to you

Me 9:36

Scott I've told you before it's not your fault okay?

Scott 9:37

I know. So what are you up to?

Me 9:39

Nm just texting you lol. And I have a question

Scott 9:40

Okay?

Me 9:42

Wanna maybe come
To my birthday party?

Scott 9:45

Sorry I've got plans tomorrow I could take you to like a festival next weekend for your present tho

Me 9:47

Scott I'm gay

Scott 9:49

No I know not like a date lol just as friends

Me 9:50

Okay sounds fun well imma go to sleep now ttyl

Scott 9:52

No you're not you are just done talking lol

Me 9:54

Tru well bye

Scott 9:55

Bye lol

I decide to actually go and be nice and talk to my idols because damn this sucked for them seeing me like this I walk out and I get a huge group hug from every one and I smile so much.

"Hey kiddo glad your joining us"Shannon smiles
"Yeah I figured to follow your advice"
"That's good" Shannon smiles at me

"So
What are we gonna
Do until midnight?" I say
"I figured we would watch a movie and fall asleep and we will wake you up with stuff" Shannon smiles evily
"Oh god" I murmured
"Not like water maybe-"
"Shannon shut up!" Ally hissed at her
"Oh yeah" Shannon awkwardly laughs
"You guys are
Great" I say
"Aw your great too" Bria says

I blush

"Tanks" I say quietly
"That is so adorable" Chrissy squeals

Oh my god this is just amazing We settle down and Shannon goes for dumbo

"P-please
Not this movie" I whimper a little at the end
"Okay" Shannon understands it might have to do with Steph so she doesn't put it on

Instead she chooses brother bear one of my favorites. So I cuddled next to ally and Stevie and slowly drifted to sleep, cause boy did I need it after that day.

A/n

Hey guys I still feel like shit for the Steph thing, she's such a good person
Anyways oml guys 1,000 READS WTF IM NOT THAT GOOD OKAY? But don't stop reading lolol. Anyways I hope you enjoyed this chapter <3

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