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by The_1975sause

by The_1975sause

Ig this is a New year special update or whatever you wanna call it... But yeah I had to take off my last A/N before Mum saw it... So yeah.. XD

"You know we care, right?"
Something about that sentence made my skin crawl, making my blood start to boil In some sort of range

"Stop saying that..." I grumbled softly and took a step back from him.

"Saying what?" His eye brows furrowed in confusion

"Stop saying you care" I said slightly louder

This made him shake his head "why wouldn't we care, Morg? We care about all our fans, despite what any freaking magazine, or person says."

"Give me a reason for you to care, Give me a reason to actually believe in the words you say, give me a reason to hope that you'll mean it when you stay."

"Give you a reason? Hasn't Michael given you enough of a reason?! Your all he ever think about, he saved you from that place just a few hours ago, hes stuck by your side, he's madly in love with you ... isn't that enough reason for ya...?" He said with a slight huff and looks away

"Love... It never lasts. And how do I know he won't end up like my father, a drunken fool that ended up dead by the 'love of his life' or like my uncle... They never cared, they just left."

"Your not the only one though Morgan! I never knew my father, he left us. He never gave my mum money to support us, it was only her. She had to play both the mother and father roles until I was of the age 10, then I was known as the 'man of the house'. If somethings was wrong I had to fix it. Until finally my demons became too much, and I took it out on myself... So yeah I do know what you mean." He said looking back at me, but his usually bright eyes were dull as he was facing his internal demons. He closed his eyes and let out a slow breath as he continued
"It was horrible... People told me over and over to just kill myself, that nobody would care. That I was just like my father, pathetic and weak. It never seemed to stop..." His hands made a fist beside him as he opened his eye, which were filled with fresh tears that threatened to spill any moment. I couldn't help it, so I sat next to him and wrapped an arm around his shoulder to hold him
"So yeah I know what you mean... Trust me" he said looking at me. And I'm that moment I felt a spark between us as we were both being honest with each other. He must've felt it to, because he leaned in and his lips were pressed against mine.