One direction:- Niall Eating disorder fanfiction

The painful truth

Niall never meant to snap, it wasn't their fault he was a pathetic freak but sometimes he just snapped, Like right now for example they were sitting around the table talking away,empty plates and glasses lay in front of the four boys, while a cold plate of spaghetti lay in front of Niall, Today had been a particularly hard day, they had been at rehearsals they were practicing some pathetic routine, the boys had gotten it right almost instantly while Niall hadn't, you could tell the boys were growing impatient with him but were trying hard not to show it too much, But he swore he heard Louis mutter something along the lines of cant he ever get it right  followed by laughter from the others, he tried not to let it annoy him but it did, because it wasn't like he wasn't trying , he was trying , but he just couldn't get it right.

Niall had also been feeling extremely dizzy due to the lack of food he had been eating, the only food he ever ate was some crackers or some fruit,if he felt like he really  needed something.

At that moment Niall decided he'd tune back in to the conversation which was currently going on in front of him, Niall looked up to see the boys laughing hysterically while Louis waved his arms around dramatically "No, No wait! this is the funny part so I..." Niall waited and waited for this so called 'funny' part which turned out to be not so funny after all, Niall couldn't help but think  "God Louis, that wasn't even fucking funny, do you have to be the center of attention 24/7?!" Niall looked up and...oh shit  The boys were starring at him with matching frowns while Louis was just starring with wide hurt, confused eyes, he said that out loud didn't he?! Niall laughed awkwardly which only seemed to make the awkward situation more awkward because now they were looking at him as if he'd lost his mind, which at this moment of time Niall believed he had, Louis' expression changed, and he starred at Niall with a somewhat angry expression "Well I'm sorry I bored you niall! But you're just sitting there on your fat ass starring in to thin air!" Louis snapped, Niall didn't really catch what Louis had said because he really only heard the word Fat ass , Niall starred at Louis as he tried to bite back the tears which were quickly gathering in his eyes, "yeah your right, I-Im sorry" and with that Niall pulled back the seat and hurriedly left the room, he ignored harry as he reached out to grab his arm, he ignored the look of guilt on louis' face as well as the matched pitiful looks that zayn and Liam both mirrored, And walked to his room, collapsing on the bed his muffled sobs quietened by the pillow, Niall couldn't help but ask himself, "Why am I crying, I have no right" because Louis was just telling the truth, But its different, when the someone who is telling you those truths is one of your best friends.

It makes it hurt just that little bit more.

A/N: This was really only the beginning of this update but I realized how long it would end up being so I figured I'd just update with this, tomorrow I will update the next part! If you have any good stories that you wrote or liked that you could recommend to me that'd be great, Dont worry otherwise, Thanks  :)