Beyond the Lights (emison)

Chapter 16

i took my phone out and recorded it so i don't forget it.

"As long as you love me

We could be starving, we could be homeless, we could be broke

As long as you lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-love me (love me)." i sang it softly and alison looked at hanna and smiled.

"em! that was great!" she cheered.

"yeah em. pitch that to scooter. it has a good sound. sounds like a good chorus. i mean you just came up with it but add a few more lines to that chorus, get some verses, and you're all set em."

i grinned and texted the voice memo to scooter.

new idea?

i looked at the time.

"shit. babe, you guys will miss your flight." i said and stood up, throwing a 50 down.

"em no-"

"hey hey hey. i am paying. it's on me. now come on." i said and pushed them outside, taking alison's hand into my own.

she wanted to fly commercial on the way home.

don't fricken ask.

she probably wanted to feel normal.

i know how important that is to her, to not feel like a celebrity. she likes normal.

i on the other hand...i love the fame so far.

paparazzi can get annoying but the love from people, fans screaming my name.

they accept me.

my inter-sexuality, me being gay, acting like a guy.

i feel like i belong here.

sure at home i was accepted.

but only cause people were scared of me.

we arrived at the airport and were hounded...again.

i hugged hanna and turned to my girlfriend.

"see you soon pop-star?"

"sure thing. grammy's are february 15th. only 28 days away. think you can handle it?" she said with a smirk.

"damn i can't wait. but the people's choice awards are in 10 days. handle that?" i asked and she laughed, "right, i forgot. yeah. see you then. i love you okay?" she put her hand on the back of my neck and i bent down, kissing her.

"i love you too beautiful."

she went through security and i saw people freak out and her and hanna were almost attacked.

i turned around with a grin.

today is january 18, 2016.

it's a pretty damn good day.

ariana and i were nominated for a people's choice award.

alison was too.

she was nominated for artist of the year for the grammys, song of the year for confident, and i was nominated very last minute as best new artist.

doubt i will get it cause i am brand new.

ariana and i are up for favorite song for people's choice.

ari, ali and i are up for favorite female artist, then favorite pop artist.

i am up for favorite breakout artist also.

i am nervous, yet super excited.

i was driven to alison's.

she said i could stay here until i found another place.

of course i was grateful.

i fed pepe and sat on the couch, turning the tv on when the door opened.

"get dressed fields, we got a party to go to." ariana said, walking in with a smirk playing on her lips.

i smirked too and smiled, "let's do it cappuccino."

she smiled and i went upstairs to change into new clothes.

"who's party is it?" i asked from the closet.

"kendall and kylie jenner's."

i froze and shot my head out of the closet, "jenner?! the jenners?"

"yes. why?" she asked, laughing.

"jesus! they are smoking!"

"and you already have a smoking girlfriend."

i chuckled, "i know. she is smoking isn't she? hot as the sun. that lights up my day-"

"okay Shakespeare, i get it. get dressed! come on!" she said and clapped her hands.

"andele fields!"

i got dressed in a light blue, denim jacket, a white tee, a maroon like hankerchief i wore aroung my neck and maroon drop crotch pants. i topped it off with white supras and smiled, "ready. let's go." i said and she smiled, "hot."

i chuckled and nudged her and we got into her car and drove off.

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kendall? kylie?

hehehe. as long as you love me ;)

god if i ever saw shay wearing these outfits i would fucking melt. 

or die, then melt.

yeah.

what you think will happen at the party?

new friends?

how will the famous life treat emily?

review and comment please!

~stay fearless~

caleigh <13