5sos Blurb Book #2

muke

'i-i'm sorry.' the tattooed boy said, noticing the distance from him and his boyfriend had never been so far. they were sat on the couch, the small blonde boy on the opposite side, his eyes still teary.
'michael..i-i almost died..' he whispered, and that made michael's heart shatter into a million pieces.
'i know-' his phone rang and he picked it up, seeing it was ashton.
'uh, hey ash.'
'hey, how's he feeling?'
michael glanced over at luke.
'i don't know anymore.' he whispered, a tear streaming down his cheek.
'oh..well how're you guys? like together?'
'i don't know if there is a t-together anymore ash..' he whispered, his eyes still trained on luke, drifting down to the bandage on his left side, where a rival gang had shot him.
michael's rivalry gang had kidnapped luke and wouldn't give him back until michael's showed up, and michael had a gun to the leader's head when he heard a shot and a scream, seeing a smirk on the leader's face before michael pulled the trigger.
and that resulted in luke's sadness and anger, and devastation.
'oh, um..i'm really sorry mate.'
'i gotta go.' he hung up before he broke. tears streamed down his face as he gasped for breaths, not sobbing, but heavily and silently crying.
'mike-'
'shoot me.'
luke's eyes widened.
'what?'
'take my gun and fucking shoot me.' he cried. 'if that's how you'll forgive me just do it.' his voice cracked, his bloodshot eyes meeting luke's baby blues.
'mike i'm not gonna shoot you. that's crazy.'
'i know, i-i know it's crazy luke, that's why it shouldn't of happened to you.' he whispered, his voice betraying him.
luke crawled in his lap, michael shaking his head at himself.
'mikey.'
michael bit his lip, not meeting his eyes.
'i know how i could forgive you..'
michael looked up.
'yes, baby, please, anything. a-anything you want.' he breathed, grabbing his hands.
'please quit the gang mikey.' he whispered, his eyes falling down. 'i know they're like your brothers but it's dangerous for you and i don't want you getting hurt-'
'i'll do it.' he whispered.
luke looked up.
'really?'
'i-if that's what you want, then yes, i will.' he whispered. 'i'll do anything to make you happy baby.'
luke smiled and pecked his lips, giggling into it.
'i'm already happy.'