Forbidden Love

chapter fifty one

"Don't, let her sleep."

"I need to pee Julian."

"She's exhausted. Look at her. You did this to her. You're bad for her."

"And what do you want me to do? It's not my fault I fell in love with her!"

"But it is your fault for making her fall in love with you."

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"No!" Noel gasped, covering her hand over her mouth. A deep frown was displayed on her face. "Omg, is he okay?"

I ran a hand through my hair before I decided to pull it up in a messy bun. "For now. He needs a heart transplant, or at least that's what Julian said. After I fell asleep with him I left in the morning without a word."

"Reign! He needs you during this time-"

"I'm not just thinking about myself anymore," I growled, scowling at her. I looked down at my belly and closed my eyes, wondering what the hell I was going to do.

"I've been neglectful to him or her. I can't be like my mother. I refuse," I said, shaking my head.

Noel sighed and placed her hand on top of mines. "You're not like your mother in anyway-"

I let out a dry laugh. "Oh yeah? I'm just like her in the early stages of motherhood. She didn't even know she was pregnant with me until the fourth month."

"That doesn't make you like her," she replied, shaking her head. She got up and extended her hand out for me. "Come."

"Come where?" I asked, frowning at her. We had a plan to stay in my house all day and catch up on Suits.

"Your doctor duh."

"Don't we have to make an appointment?" I asked, slipping off the couch. I grabbed my jacket and slipped my arms through the arms.

"I'm sure they allow walk ins."

Three hours later and we were still waiting for Dr. Jones to be free. Noel was fine, smacking her bubble gum while flipping through magazine. On the other hand I was getting way to annoyed. I was tapping my feet impatiently as I huffed out loud for the fifth time that hour.

"Your leg is going to fall off if you keep that up," Noel said, not looking up as she flipped another page.

"I'm going to leave in the next five minutes if they don't show up."

"Don't be so dramatic Reign," Noel mentioned, tossing her sixth magazine down. She grabbed another magazine with a naked chubby baby on the cover. "You waited this long for them, might as well stay."

"All this waiting is killing me," I groaned. "I can't take this anymore. I'm leaving."

I got up and grabbed my jacket with me. I could hear Noel coo over a cute baby girl. I rolled my eyes and grabbed the door but stopped as I heard my name being called. Frowning, I stopped and turned around. Noel raised and eyebrow at me, her look saying you still leaving?

"Reign Dawson," the receptionist repeated, looking around the room. Eager women looked around, wondering if someone was going to claim the spot or should they did.