okay so in the vein of like everyone coming out, i'm gonna do this: explaining how my gender works-
okay so you know a greyscale?
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these things?
yeah that's kinda how my gender is-
there's basically two extreme ends of the spectrum here: one is like, feminine, but not in a traditional way if that makes sense. even there, there's a sprinkle of feeling as if it's being shoved into a square hole, like when an enzyme denatures.
and the other is like... completely disconnected from gender, but i don't think it's a lack of gender, just seperated from gender entirely... oh, and it's still a bit of a xenogender.
basically my gender's if demigirl, genderfluid, and xenogenders all had a baby together somehow- that's me!!!
(i also have a feeling my kins influence it a bit-)
i'm thinking of adding a code to indicate how i'm feeling, as i am also a little pronounfluid. (like editing my reentry to include a small disclaimer, kinda like how some of you use emojis in your descriptions to show how you're feeling!)
and as for sexuality... well... it's a total mess there, because i say i'm bi, though how i feel is similar to pan, (just not giving a shit about gender) yet i find myself loving femininity more, yet i also just... don't feel romantic attraction to real people, yet i really crave it???????
