The one I want

19

(Please don't hate me but I'm skipping a huge part of this story as I can't see it going any further)

I felt like all my time in prison would drag by , but it's literally been 3 years. 3 years in prison and I have survived so far . I've made friends that I will keep for life , I've lost people and I found myself .

I came into prison angry and unsure of who I was but being inside made me realise that life's to short , especially when you're spending most your time in prison .

Piper got out , the lucky bitch , she visits from time to time . Alex got out , along with morello . Nicky and red are like the only two people that I'm really close to that are inside . Minus Stella but we aren't even close , not since that incident 3 years ago .

"Can you believe it , we are literally getting out in like 6 days. 6 fucking days and we are out of here!" Nicky said dancing around

"I don't even know if I'm prepared for that " I laughed nervously

"Me either but I'm excited . I can't wait to be free to do what ever I want" Nicky smiled

"Except steal taxis or take drugs ! I'm gonna be checking up on you" I said

"Don't you worry . That shit is way out of my system and I'm never going near it again" Nicky smiled

"To right you aren't " I laughed as I flung my arm around her shoulder as we made our way to the TV room

It was a quick walk as we were only around the corner . I walked in and saw Stella sitting at the table . I still can't believe the idiot got another year on her sentence . She was like a day away from getting out and she fucked up , I say karma but in a way I felt bad for her . She looked pumped to get out but she ruined it so it's her own fault .

"I'm getting out in fucking 6 days" Nicky shouted

"Nicky language" Bennett said trying to calm her down

"Sorry" Nicky said saluting him

God why is my best friend a nut case and a weirdo ??

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I lay in my cube with my new 'room mate' if that's what you could call her . She was 20 and in for theft , I would feel sorry for her but she stole from old lady's and men so it's her own fault .

"You happy to be getting out?" She asked

"A little , don't know what I'm going to do though" I laughed

"Get drunk" holly laughed

"With a tag on my ankle and a parole officer , can't see that happening" I laughed with her

"We can dream. Also I heard that Stella girl talking about you in the library today" holly said and I sat up straight away

"What did she say?" I asked

You would think after 3 years I would be over Stella but truth is I'm not . I see her everyday , how can I move on when I literally live with the person and they are a bunk away from me ? Is it even possible , no ? I still wish she would have told me she loved me but she didn't and it still breaks my heart to this day because I miss her . Yeah we talk sometimes but it's so weird . I just want to get out so I can move on properly .

"She was saying something about how she's going to miss you , to that girl with the shaved head"

"Poussey , I didn't know she spoke to her" I said confused

"Me either but they were both talking about being in love with your best friend"

Stella's best friend was like piper . Oh fuck no , she's not in love with piper . She already broke my heart once  , she's not going to do it again by saying she's in love with piper . No one should be aloud to do that !

"Did she mention a name?" I asked curiously

"Nope , she's still inside though, they both mentioned that but nothing else"

"You know , you might have just became a friend" I laughed

If Stella ain't in love with Piper then who is it ? She's still inside and her best friend ? In a way I hoped it was me but I knew deep down that it wasn't and in no way could ever be . If she loved me she would have told me .

"Hey Dana , I need you for something" poussey said walking into my cube

"What for?" I asked

"Please it's important" poussey said practically begging

I followed poussey to the canteen and she told me to sit down and wait so I did . I had no clue what was happening . Was someone going to tip a bucket on my head ? Was someone going to hit me ? Was I about to be killed , oh fuck , it's probably nothing besides red is in the kitchen she would never let anyone hurt me .

I looked up from the ground to see Stella standing with a bunch of roses and I was confused . Where the fuck did she get them ?

"3 years and 6 days ago there was this girl . Someone told her she loved her and it scared this girl . So many thoughts running through her mind she froze . She couldn't find any words so she hung her head hoping no one would notice but everyone did . Ever since that day this girl has been so lost, so empty without one person . This girl didnt know what love was , she thought it was just imagination but there was this cute brunette who bumped into her one day and she knew that love was real and she had to have her . See this girl is scared, this girl is terrified that it won't last but she's spent the last 3 years watching the love of her life from a distance hoping to hide those feelings but she can't do it anymore . She has to let everyone know how she feels." And Stella paused and moved closer to me , placing the flowers on the table and taking my hands and pulling me to my feet

"I'm sorry that I didn't say I love you back when you told me you loved me . I don't know why I didn't but I hope that my shitty attempt at an apology makes you realise that I am madly in love with you Dana Quill . I watch you from a far every day hoping that I can just place my lips to yours . You are what gets me through the day , even just seeing you smile makes me happy . I can't imagine not seeing you every day for the rest of my life . I love you and only you , forever " and by now I was crying and squeezing Stella's hands

People would think I'm mad for letting her words get to me but when you love someone you don't wanna let them go . I looked into Stella's eyes and placed my hands of each side of her face and pushed my lips onto hers . I've been waiting for this kiss for 3 years , 3 god dam years to kiss the love of my life .

We pulled away from the kiss and Stella leaned her forehead on mind and pulled me close .

"I've never wanted someone as much as I want you"

"Then don't let me go "

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And that's a wrap guys !! I'm so sorry for the quick ending but I feel like I can't write very much when it's set in a prison and they can't exactly do as much as you could when you aren't in prison ! I also only wanted this to be a short story .

I'm so happy you all enjoyed my story so much and you never know I might write a sequel about Stella and Dana ;)

I love hearing all of your inputs and I love how you vote for every chapter . It makes me so happy .

Epilogue should be up in the next few days so don't think this is the full end because it's not

I'm really sorry for this ending but I've got something really great planned .

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