The one I want

8

"Got anyone coming for visitation?" Alex asked

"Viper , he asked brie to get me to phone him and I did and he said he had to talk to me , that it was important"

"You gave into him , why?"

"I want to hear what he has to say" I said truthfully

No one could blame me for wanting answers from him . I haven't spoke to him properly since my trial and I was so pissed at him .

"Well you better get going , you wouldn't want him to get angry for you leaving him waiting for to long" Alex said and with that I was off to the visitation room

I didn't have any idea what I was going to say to him , or how I was even going to react to him . Should I stay silent or curse him out .

I walked into the visitation room to see Stella with her visitor , piper was with her mom and morello had some guy sitting across from her then my eyes landed on viper . He was sitting at a table , tapping away , waiting on me . Now that I was here I wanted to run , I didn't want to see him .

"Dana" he said looking right at me

I walked over , ever so slowly . He smiled , a genuine smile , well what his genuine smile looks like .

"I've missed you so much" he said as I sat down

"That's good" I said no emotion at all

"How are you coping ? Is everyone ok in here ? Are you having any trouble ?" He asked

"I'm coping fine , everything's great and nope"

"Don't shut me out baby"

"Don't shut you out , are you fucking kidding me" I laughed

"I'm sorry ok , I shouldn't have asked you to hit that girl . She scammed me, I had to get someone to deal with her and I had to make sure you were trustworthy enough"

"I gave up everything for you , I gave up my family , school , college . I done everything you asked , I gave you myself , I gave you my all yet you didn't think I was trustworthy . I put so much into our relationship and all I got in return was getting into your business " I said getting a little angry

"I gave you more than that and you know it !" Viper said keeping as calm as he could

"You gave me sex and gifts that were fucking stupid and money doesn't buy fucking love , but I loved you anyway!" I said

"Go get angry , I know you want to!" Viper laughed

"I'm not going to get angry for you . You are a waste of my time , you're nothing and always have been!" I laughed

"Do you want me to bring it up?" He laughed and he has this devilish look on his face

"What , that I fucked a girl ? News flash , not everyone judges the way you do" I scoffed

"I like when you get angry and feisty" viper smirked

"Pity you won't be seeing it anymore" I laughed

"I have my ways baby "

"I don't give a shit , I want nothing to do with you . I said it in the court room and I'm saying it now , we were over the minute I knew you called the police on me for hitting that girl , we were over the minute I realised that I didn't actually love you , I loved the idea of you . You're a waste of anyone's time and I hope no one is as blind as me when they meet you" I said my voice getting louder and people were now staring at me

"You will be nothing without me , you will have no one . Your a stupid little slut , you were so desperate for love , you're so desperate for any attention . You were so fucking stupid to think I loved you . Go back and run away to your new friends , what one you fucking?" He asked

"How dare you . I swear I'm about to smash your head into this table and not stop until you bleed to death . I'm not with anyone . I swear I ever see your fucking face again , I will end you viper ! I swear to god , when I'm out , I'm going to make your life a living hell . I'm going to make you sorry you ever crossed me . You're the reason I'm in here , so start thinking of a way to keep me in because when I'm out , I'm coming after you and I'm going to fucking kill you!" The look on his face said it all , he looked terrified , his face was pale white and I saw his lip quiver

"You wouldn't"

"I would , be careful , I could have someone do it for me " I smirked standing up

I left the table with a gob smacked viper . If I said that like 4 years ago he would have laughed at me but while being with him I made contacts , I even made friends with people who hated him and would do anything to hurt him . He thought I was always the one he could order around until one day I had enough and he knew right there and then that I was not going to let him treat me like an idiot anymore and he wasn't happy .

"What was that about?" Stella asked following me

"That's my ex boyfriend , don't mix with drug dealers , it's never a good thing" I said

"He's the reason you're inside?" She asked

"Yeah , I forgot to mention to you he phoned the cops on me didn't I , well he did , he's an asshole"

"You wouldn't actually get someone to kill him would you?" Stella asked looking a bit scared

"Nah , I would rather do it myself" and with that I walked away from her leaving her baffled

What , I'm not going to pretend to be someone else . I'm an angry , violent girl , that can't control it . I didn't ask to be this way , I don't know why anyone would want to be this way . Let's just hope I don't have any outbursts inside or I'm screwed and will probably never get out .

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Sorry I had to do a chapter with Viper . It's not the best but hope you enjoy

Also the picture fits how I have watched oitnb