How can a kiss mean so much in such a short amount of time ? Someone's lips touching yours , it's a weird feeling . I don't know how to describe how good the kiss felt, even if it only lasted about one minute . I'm not sure if I have feelings for her , I'm not even sure if I should have them because for all I know I could be the person that she just wants to be with in prison and when she is out she forgets me . I'm looking to much into the future after one kiss but that's what I do , I look into things too much and it's not healthy . I should really stop !
"Just on time" red smiled as i walked into the kitchen
"Wouldn't want to be late on the first day" I smiled back
"Aprons are over there , as well as hair nets . Wash your hands and I will show you how we prepare breakfast" red said pointing me in the right direction
"Okay" I said going to find myself a apron and hair net
I have worked in a kitchen before , it was a serious job . I was a part of a team and they depended on me to be at a big event but fucking Viper managed to get me out of town and far away for me to miss it . I remember I was in the car and when I woke up I was not in DC , I was in Oregon . I don't know if he put pills in my drink or what but I didn't forgive him for about 2 weeks . He made me lose a job , I lost a lot of things for that asshole .
"Okay , we are serving porridge this morning , quick and easy . Dana you will be plating up this morning and you can help with dinner preparations " red said
"Fine by me" I said tying my apron
Breakfast time came quickly and the canteen fills up really quick . I must always be the last person in because I never see how quickly people come in .
"Check you out" poussey smiled as I spun in my new uniform
"Suits me perfectly " I laughed playing up her porridge
"I love the new look kid" nicky smiled
"All thanks to you" I smiled back
The line went down pretty quickly and before I knew it I was serving up Stella . The only thing was she was acting like a teenage girl . She didn't look at me or even speak a word . Like if she didn't want to kiss me so much then why did she ? Was it that bad because I thought it was good or does she feel bad for leading me on .
"Go enjoy your breakfast" red said as we finished giving everyone their breakfast
I plated myself up some porridge , along with a cartoon of milk . Prison food sucks .
"Enjoying the new job?" Alex asked as I sat down
"Yeah , I'm only on breakfast and dinner " I said
"That's good she didn't give you lunch , she makes everyone else work lunch" Nicky said
"Think someone else is doing it or something " I shrugged my shoulders
"You do suit the hair net" piper laughed
"I know , makes me look so sexy" I said shaking my hair
Stella didn't speak at all during breakfast , I had to clean up so I couldn't ask her what was wrong but I'm sure as hell going to ask her now !
"What's your problem?" I asked her a so walked into the dorms knowing everyone was outside
"What?" She asked
"You , you kiss me then ignore me , what are you 15?" I asked
"I thought you were ignoring me" Stella laughed
"So saying good morning Stella , this morning was me ignoring you , yeah okay" I said walking away
"Why you getting all pissy?" She asked
"I don't know, I thought maybe you wanted to kiss me that's why you did and then you ignored me , it's confusing"
"You have been in here like 2 weeks Dana , you don't honestly think I like you already"
"Yeah , I did actually , it doesn't take that long to like a person" I scoffed
"I hardly know anything about you , yeah you're hot but I need to know you in order to like you" Stella laughed a little
"You know more about me than anyone really , well not everything but a lot of it. Sucks that you won't be knowing anything else" I smiled walking away
"You can't be serious" she said and I turned to face her
"You kissed me remember , you don't like me so I can be serious . You wanna play the I'm to cool to like someone , I can play that card much better" I smirked and walked away
Seriously you can like someone in like three days , I'm not asking her to date me or even saying that I like her , yeah I would fuck around with her but that's not the point . She is acting like an immature teenager not talking to me after kissing me , she kissed me . If she wants to act like a little bitch about this then I can play the bitch role better !
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I know this seems weird but I promise it's all for a purpose .
Also I was thinking of maybe interacting with a some of you on Twitter . I don't know add you all into a group dm , you ask me questions about the plot etc , who plays who . My Twitter is - Webbftgilinsky : if you want in the group dm tweet me something with Della (ship name) in it .
You guys are amazing , and thanks for all the votes etc on this story already x
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