The broken and fragile

Part 5: re-thinking

Looking down at her wrist as well I inspected them. Maybe they were hurting? They looked fine to me. She's just completely zoned out. I need to snap her out of it. Deciding to raise my voice alittle more I hoped to grab her attention. "Scarlet? Come on snap out of it little wolf."

Still she doesn't even blink. The worry in me spiked instantly. I need to snap her out of it. I have to take drastict measures. Standing I inched towards her figuring that would snap her out of it cause she doesn't like when I get to close. Nothing. 

I kept getting closer till I was right next to her. She didn't even stiffen up. "Scarlet honey, you gotta come out of it." My wolf urged me to hold her. I'm her mate. A mate's touch can sooth anyone. The connection just makes it calming. Not finding any argument to it in this siuation I decide to take a big leap of faith.

Putting my hands on her shoulders to try and lightly shake her out of it I was surprised by the response. Her glossy eyes snapped open wide instantly. She stood quickly faster then I've ever seen her move effectivley knocking the stool to the ground in the process. She spun around to face me and I noticed that even though her eyes were wide open she still wasn't focused. 

Her little hands tried to push against my chest but it just made her fall to the ground instead. I wanted to help her up but stopped my self when she hurriedly started scootching away. Trying to flee from me. I stayed rooted in my spot watching her terrified form end up in the corner of the room and start uncontrolable shaking.

I have no idea what happened. Did I scare her that much? They say that you can't feel your mate untill you both accept the bond and complete it. But standing here looking at my mate as she shakes like a leaf and the tears fall down her face as she stares directly at me. I know the fear that is corsing through my body is hers. And I can say I've never felt fear this strong in my life, I never wish to again. 

Knowing my mate is feeling this. Knowing she's scared enough to look me directly in the eye, and move on her own accord with someone asking her too. I can't Iimagine what has happened to her, but I know I will always protect her from the demons that are haunting her.

When she quickly lowered her eyes from me it's like a connection broke. I couldn't feel the terror anymore but I knew she was. I need to protect her from the demons that plague her. Advancing slowly to keep from scaring her anymore I knelt infront of her an arms length away.

Reaching my hand forward to try to comfort her I drew it back to me instantly when she visibily flinched from my touch. "Scarlet I need to if know you're okay." Of course she's not okay how stupid am I. I mean look at her she's crying and shaking like maniac.

Maybe she'll calm down if she eats. Standing I retrieved her food and sat it down infront of her while I opted to sit farther away from her hoping it would give her some comfort.

 "I didn't know what you wanted so I just made a little of everything, I hope you like it." I waited for her to try some of it but she stayed still. Curled up in the corner. She needs more space she's still shaking. Walking to the other side of the kitchen I sat in my own corner. 

God this floor sucks."Now you can wat I won't bother you. If you need anything you can just wave at me." Please eat. I gave you space. I won't hurt you, just please eat. Wrapping my arms around my legs I rested my chin on them trying to get more comfortable on this god forsaken floor. 

Her shaking had decreased incredible but after we sat there for what seemed like forever she still didn't touch the food. Giving a sigh I dropped my head down between my arms. I fucked up. I fucked up so bad. Stupid, stupid, stupid. How can i help fix her, protect her from herself, if I keep fucking up.

I didn't think having a mate would be this hard. I didn't think I would be this bad at it. If I can't even protect my mate how can I be a good Alpha. I'm just a fuck  up. 

Hearing Scarlet release a small sigh I looked up at her. SHE WAS EATING!!  The grin that took over my face was ineffable. Watching her eat made me extactic. That is until she reached for more but stopped when she noticed me watching her. My face dropped instantly.

"No no no...It's fine you can eat. I'll stay here. Nothing will happen, you're fine. Please eat." I tried to reassure her that it was alright. After a moment she started eating again. 

Maybe I can protect her...It just needs time. I'm rushing this to much. I need to relax. Taking my own advice I got comfortable on this floor leaning against the wall more. With a small smile on my face I had new hope that I could fix my broken mate.

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I know this is the same chapter as last but in a different POV but I didnt know what to write and I figured you might want to see it from his view.

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