The one I want

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"Ew , that's disgusting and out of order . You two make me sick" Sandra said covering her mouth as if she was going to be sick

"Aw , do you want me to fuck you?" Stella asked Sandra

"I will meet you guys outside" and with that Sandra got up and left

"That was mean" I said slapping Stella in the chest

"What , I was hardly lying" Stella laughed

"We didn't fuck before we came here" I said clarifying it to my sister & soon to be brother in law

"Anyway , are you going to co-operate?" Brie asked and I face palmed

"Co-operate , what?" Stella asked

"Nothing , it's nothing ignore her" I said "so , how's the wedding planning going?" I asked changing the subject

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Stella was pissed at me after visitation . She was angry because I withheld the truth from her and I don't see why she cares , she's not my girlfriend so it's nothing to do with her .

"Can you get out?" Stella asked walking into my cube

"What?" I asked

"Do you have a choice to get out ?"

"Yes" I said truthfully

"And you're not co-operating?" She asked

"No"

"Why?"

"Because if I do , viper will have someone kill me , I'm not scared of him but I'm not dying because of that fucker !" I said

"What if he doesn't know it's you?" She asked sitting on Alex's bed

"He will , I told him I could get him put inside and make his life a living hell"

"Move away" Stella said

"In not co-operating , as much as I want to leave this place I can't bring myself to leave yet . I'm not ready to leave" I said

"You are fucking stupid , you know that , yeah ? Why would you not co-operate ? Anyone would love to be in your position ! Why would you want to stay here ? What's keeping you in here?" Now Stella was raising her voice , thank god everyone was basically out in the yard

"No they wouldn't love to be in my position! I could be killed for locking viper away " I shouted

"No you couldn't ! How could he do anything from inside , I'm sure all his crew would leave him" Stella shouted back

"It's not your fucking choice Stella . It's mine and I'm not going to do it ! I can't , drop it yeah" I said I getting angry

"Why would you not take this chance ? What is keeping you inside ? Why would you want to be inside when you have the chance to get out?" Stella shouted

"Because of you ! I don't want to leave because of you . I don't want to get out and know you are still here ! I don't want to be on the outside while you are in the inside , are you fucking happy?" I shouted so loud

Stella's face dropped . Like what i said shocked her for life or she didn't want me to ever say that . Fuck , I fucked this whole thing up.

"Why would you not leave because of me ?" She asked

"Are you that fucking stupid Stella , seriously?" I asked while laughing

"Yeah I'm stupid , can you explain?"

"Forget it , this is over , I'm done with you . Just go please " I said tears filling my eyes , stupid bipolar

"What?" She asked confused

"Leave me alone , just please go"

"You drive me insane Quill " and with that she left

I lay down on my bed and let the tears fall down my face . I don't know why I'm crying . I just nearly told Stella I love her . Do I love her though ? Can I love her after three months ? Why did I have to catch feelings for her ! Ugh I'm such a stupid bitch and is she really that stupid to ask why I don't want to get out because of her .

Maybe all I need is to stay away from Stella , not speak to her or be near her . I know she doesn't feel the same way so what's the point in loving someone when they don't love you back

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I suck I know I haven't updated in forever . I've just been really busy with work and I haven't had time to update . This is the longest chapter I have wrote for this story so be happy !

Also did you like the update ? Dana loves Stella and sorry for the 3 month jump , I had to do it because I have some ideas for that I have to make happen quick in the story .

Hope you enjoy the update. Don't forget to vote and comment !!