Lost and Insecure

Part 14//Insecure

THIS CHAPTER HAS SEXUAL THEMES!!!!! JUST WARNING YOU!! Enjoy :)

Marti's pov
I awake to the sound birds chirping. "Ugh, shut up birds!" I groan. Jerome starts laughing and gets up. I awkwardly ask, "Hey, umm, while you were carrying me back to the tree house, I um, saw a bunch of strawberry bushes. And I umm was wondering if you wanted to come pick some with me..." Jerome giggled, "sure." Kat and Mitch were still asleep so I abruptly woke them up. "HEYYYYYY!!! JEROME AND I ARE GONNA GO PICK BERRIES!!!! SEE YA SOOON!!!" I yelled as Jerome and I went down the ladder.

Kat's pov

"Ugh." I groan as I get up. "Noo, come back here!" Mitch says. I laugh and walk over to get something to eat. Mitch slides his hand around my waist making me smile. "You know, Jerome and Marti aren't gonna be home for a while." Mitch says behind me. I move his hands away and turn around. " I don't know what you were thinking, but it's not gonna happen." I Turn back around continuing making breakfast. " If it's not gonna happen then I think you know what I want." Mitch said Seductively. He turned me around kissed me softly. I pulled away, "This isn't going to happen, Mitch!" "Ok." He said with a smile. He kissed me once more. Pulling me in closer. I kiss back. He picks me up setting me on the table. I smile and he starts kissing my neck. He slowly moves to my collar bone leaving small hickeys. He them moves to my chest, then my stomach. Then to where my pants were. I push his head away and lay on the mats. He kisses me once more. I take his shirt of and he does the same with me. His legs straddling my waist. He moves lower and lower.
I pull him back up and say, "I'm not sure if I want to do this." Mitch continues to kiss my neck. "It'll be fine, I have protection." "That's not the point. I don't want to do this." He ignores my request and keeps kissing me moving lower. "Mitch, please!" I say a little louder. "Shhh it'll be fine." He kisses me harder and grabs me pulling me closer. "Mitch I really don't- Please stop!"He ignores me and moves lower lower. He begins to pull my pants down. "MITCH! STOP!" I scream, struggling to push him off of me.

I scoot myself back and stair at him with horror in my eyes. His face shows me that he realizes what he tried to do. He puts his shirt back on and I could see tears in his eyes as well as in mine. Mitch ran outside. I put my hands over my eyes and started bawling. I couldn't control myself. Steaming hot tears ran down my face and I knot in my throat formed. I kept crying and crying, not knowing what to do.

Mitch's pov

"MITCH! STOP!" She screamed, pushing me off of her.
My mind came back and I realized what I had tried to do. "No, no ,no. How could I do that! What the hell is wrong with me! Oh god. How could I put her through that again?! I-I'm a monster." I thought to myself. She scooted away and was breathing heavily with horror in her eyes. She began to tear up and so did I. I ran out of the treehouse, I could hear her bawling. I began to cry harder. I sat under a tree and just cried. "I'm a horrible person! WHY THE FUCK WOULD I DO THAT!? I-I love her, I would never hurt her! What have I become?" I continued to cry, blocking out everything around me.