in every universe (nick and Charlie story

chapter 56

i walk to tara'shouse and knocked 3 times my nerve building up more and more by every second passing i see a person coming from the window door  and door open wjich reveal tara's mom i smile "hello mrs, jones" i say tara's mom smile at me "oh hi charlie, how are you darling" she ask me  in a sweet voice    which is also really calming in my opinion  "good thanks..........um is tara and darcy here?" i ask she smiles and nods calling  them down i hear door opening and my heart start bounding faster, i swear if this is going any minute longer, i will get a heart attack i hear darcy gggling and then thay walked to the door "yes mom" said tara not seeing me yet beacuse her mom is blocking me "somebody is here to talk to you" ssay her mom and walked away from the door, tara and darcy walked to the door and froze when they saw me i gave them a small smile "hi" i say, it almost came out whispering "hi.......what are you doing here?" ask tara i look at darcy who was confused and i look at tara who was showing the same face what her girlfriend is showing, same shock "can we talk?" i ask they nodded "yes outside" say tara and    and the two girlfriend comeoutside sitting sown the stair i sait down too 

i stay quite for a few minutes not knowing what to say,  or where to beigin, after i found my courge up to speak up, i look at the and beginf with one single word that nick joked about banning it from my mind "sorry" i said looking down the stairs    they nodded i look at the "i'm sorry for what i did all those weeks ago, i was just angry, angry at nick, about playing wth my feeling lile that, angry at andrew, i mean he's my brother, he should stay at my side no matter what, and at addison who was littery swearing at nick, and then one fukcing single  friday and found them in my favorite restaurant which  is annoying too , they ruined my favourite restaurant, and all those anger i let out on you guys, and you don't deserve that, you been there for me since my mental heatlh has started and i treat you like shit and snap at you guys............i'm just really really really reallyyyyyyyyyy sorryyyyy" i say  i look up at there face, and they were smiling  tar alook at darcy and she looked back at her girlfriend  and they hug me my body froze, then i let out a breath of relife and hug them back "we know charlie, we are sorry too" say darcy i pull away from the hug "but why are you sorry" i ask darcy shake her head which left me confused "it doesn't matter right now" she smiles and i nodded, maybe later i will learn it  "god i missed my gay bestie" say darcy and hugs me which made me laugh we almost fall down the i hug her back "i missed you too you my lasbian bestie " i say smiling   tear in my eyes, not beliving that the gay gang is back, or  the og gay gang, we are missing one more person              

"so tell me what happened this almost 2 months" say tara  after a few minutes of staring at the sunset  i look at her and  i shrug  happy for being back friends with them again, god i missed them "nothing really, i was mostly arguing with andrew and addison, and band, and oh that ben kid who i was talking about flirted with me and wanted me to be his bf" i said and darcy shurg smirking "not a new information, nick already told us and what happened at the party" said dracy i froze tara hit her girlfriend and darcy realized what she said, she coverd her mounth             "fuck!" she says i slowly look at her with shocked  look "you-um- you talked to him" i slowly aske dlooking between tara and darcy, who looked at her girlfriend"i'm not going to lie to him" say darcy and tara nods looking at me, i was already staring at her "after we argued at the bus we- um went to talk to him at lucnch, andrew and addison were there too" said tara i nodded "what did he told you?" i asked looking down at my hands darcy put a hand on my shoulder " i think we are not the person who should tell you this charles" say darcy  i nodded "but belive me if the  time has come you will know the truth, but the times is not here, maybe it will be in a month, or a week, or maybe tommorow, but you will know" said darcy i nodded again  not able to speak "and now we are going inside to watch the new season of young royals" said darcy  i laugh "i already seen it" i say standing up she looked at me hurt " and  i was waiting for you here, and you betreay me like that" say darcy me and tara laugh heading inside tara lean closer "don't tell her but i already seen it" say tara and i laugh buping into her "what are you saying to the end" i whisper to her "it was amazing" she said "rigth?!" i say i laugh then headed to tara bedroo where darcy is already putting the first episode of  season 3  

"what the fuck!" say darcy crying, we are at the end of episode 5 where simon broke up with wilhem i laugh "that was my reaction too" i say but there is tears in my eyes too  this iśceen is so fucking sad  darcy look at tara "how are you not crying!" she says sobbing tara shrug "saw this sceen on tik tok, not  new info for me" say tara "fuck tik tok" say darcy looking back at the screen  where the screen is showing the actors name and which character were they playing          "wait does this mean that they are not endgame?" say darcy "no they are not" i say, joking, but darcy doesn't know about it, perfect  prank for her  darcy look at me and break down "what!?" he say sobbing tara looked at me and roll her eyes she rech for her gf to hug her "it's just a show" say tara and darcy nodded crying even more i shake my head smiling, they are so cute          my and nicks realitionship looked the same, i missed that, i beging to thin what darcy said, i'm going to know the truth when the time comes, but when is the time? it can be years or decades or maybe never? i look at the time "guys i need to go i have a shift tommorow" i said standing up dracy looked at me and waved good bye  "bye charles" say tara i nodded an walked down saying good bye to mrs, jones 

i'm walking down the street smiling to myself, i'm happy that we are friends gain with tara and darcy, this past 4 hours made me realize that how much i miss them                                                              i hear buzz in my pocket i take my phone out and looking back if tara or darcy walking towards me to give me smething i forgoten there but there is no one i look at me hone and froze  

unknow: hey charlie, what harry told you in pizzeria a 2 months ago........                                         that wan't the truth about nick, well someways, i'm in your town,i want to tell you the real truth and stop you and nick suffering,                                                                                                              come to the same pizzeria.....................