(This chapter will contain a bit of smut, so if you are uncomfortable please skip it till you see the notice that its done! thankyou.)
With your legs wrapped around his waist, and your arms tugging at his hair, his big hands grabbing your waist and pulling you lower under him. You two fit eachother perfectly moving in sync. The room was filled with unholy sounds of skin slapping, breathing and wet noises.
He pulled away from the kiss, both of you breathless, flustered and red with a thin layer of sweat shining on your skin. He licked his lips and let his hands travel up your back to which you arched in response, he unclasped your bra, sliding your shirt off and throwing it away, he held your waist tightly throwing his head down and sucking on your lower stomach, your waist, in between your tits groping them, you looked down at him breathing heavily, your chest heaving up and down, he looked up at you feeling him smirking on your body, his eyes were dark and hungry you knew he wanted more.
"Your bodies insane..." he breathed out making you even more turned on.
He aggressively grabbed your jaw turning it to one side to suck on your neck on the other side, licking and sucking leaving love marks, it felt amazing.
"F-Feli-..." you moaned out his name letting him know you enjoyed it too, he smirked on your skin licking down your jaw to your chest, to the hem of your jeans. He slipped his thumb in and looked up at you almost like he was asking for permission. You nodded unable to speak, because it would end up in a moan instead..
He roughly slid down your jeans moving your pants to one side with his teeth, without warning he started licking around your clit, your breath breaking in shock, you tried to look down at him but instantly arched your back as he stuck his tongue deeply inside, swirling it in circles, you could hear the wet noises of his tongue and your insides, you let out breathy moans as he enjoyed every second, you tugged on his hair and he immediently stopped licking, looking at you in a dark way that made you terrified.
"Now dont be too unpatient, you bitch."
You loved the way he downgraded you and it only made you moan more as he clenched onto your waist. "p-please keep going im sorry"
"hmm what was that?"
"please keep s-sucking"
"mhmm, okay sweetheart~"
He attacked your pussy again licking, pumping his tongue in and out, you tried to not grab his hair but it was impossible. you felt your high coming closer, you were about to release when he looked at you and told you to release. Moaning you did feeling so relieved you sighed in relief as he licked all the cum away leaving you spotless.
(SMUT ENDED)
You were left breathless, you loved how he made you finsih every time. You tried to get up but immediently winced at the pain in your thighs. He Carried you bridal style to the bathroom helping to clean you up, again that cold demeanor was left in his eyes. You felt uncomfortable despite what you just did. He slid on one of his own shirts on you and shorts helping you back to the bed, wobbling you finally laid back down still feeling guilty from what you did. He laid back down facing his back to you.
You were angry that he was ignoring you even if you did nearly cheat, tempted you crawled up to him and hugged his back, barely getting your arms around, he started stroking your hands in circular motions, eventually you fell asleep feeling warm In his embrace, but still an underlying distance between you two that felt like it was only growing no matter what happened.
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You woke up feeling dead, your throat was dry and itchy, your head hazy, your legs feeling numb. Memories of last night came flooding to you getting flustered, you groaned to yourself as you realized Felix wasn't next to you anymore reluctantly you got up still feeling a sharp pain on your side. Wobbling to the bathroom you brushed your teeth, splashing cold water on your face you tried to wake yourself up but still felt tired, looking up at the mirror you saw your eyes were bloodshot, huge eyebags underneath and leftover bits of mascara that you forgot to wash off. You opened the mirrors cabinet your eyes falling on the antidepressants. Contemplating if you should take them or not, you were ioriginally prescriped them but purposely stopped taking them as it only made you worst, despite this you sighed to yourself finally reaching out taking two huge tablets and gulping it down.
You got dressed into a simple white top, black puffer jacket and black cargos slipping your black platform's on you went outside it was a weekend so you had a day off and decided to go to the nearby coffee shop. After placing your order you sat down staring out into the window, you thought after you and Felix both talked to eachother your relationship could get better but you foolishly nearly cheated probably making anyway of reforming your relationship, pointless.
You suddenly remembered what he said last night. "Now why would I leave you?" Those words gave you shivers, you didn't know if he meant it or if it was only in the momment, you craved his attention and needed him. But you hated that about yourself, why couldn't you just live without him? This hurts more then it should because of your stubborn addiction to him.
You walked out the back angrily huffing to yourself before taking a joint out and lighting it, you took a huge breath of the nicotine feeling it intoxicating your body, breathing it our your nostrils it made you feel better, lost in your own sorrow you kept relighting joint after joint unconsciously crying to yourself, the antidepressants didn't seem to help you so you took another, feeling yourself dying inside you angrily threw your empty cigarette packet stomping towards the closest store, banging your fist on the till demanding for another packet.
The till worked hummed before turning around urging you to repeat yourself.
"I said I want another-...."
"Y/n?"
ESTÁS LEYENDO
The String of wrath (fem!reader x own character)
Novela Juvenil"your bodies insane..." This was never meant to work out, it was all a lie, it was all inside your head, it was all just lust. But you loved him.
