𝐏𝐄𝐀𝐂𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐃 | 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐢

49*

sergio
2|12
wednesday

30 votes

i checked her life 360 once more, knowing i wasn't tweaking. the time was 11:30, she was still at home. it was up to date and everything

i had just woken up, ain't no way ima trouble myself wit casualties like going to school on my birthday

don't know what im gon do, but i was hoping to include janae too. and i was gon text her, asking what she wanted me to do and as always, i check her location

except she's at home and not at school. i grabbed my keys off my nightstand, going to put a shirt and some pants on so i could pull up.

she should be at should school right now. i don't know where she's gone, cause she can't be at work

she did happily accept the job offer from mom, and ever since then she's been in the bakery 25/8. i barely see her.

school and that's it. but because of her i do pop up at the bakery more. she doesn't like to talk to me while on the job, but i doubt anybody would care

i force her to go on break and sit down with me, to talk about just stuff in general. our views are so connected but different at the same time
i connect it with our different upbringings, her toxic household and my constantly shifting one.

it's refreshing to have an actual relationship where we both put in time.

the other times i see her, when i randomly pull up in the mornings when she's getting ready, i might just sit on the toilet seat or her bed while she got ready, or i'd be watching tv on her bed.

ill watch her put on makeup, and yes it makes her pretty but i love how she looks naturally. even if had no fucking eyelashes. i loved her body, her little pudge included and i knew she was insecure about it sometimes, thought she barely speaks about it

all i want for her is to look past the little things no one else sees. i know for certain people don't stare and analyze her lashes or fingers

honestly don't have a life if they do

i guess this is connected to her not wanting to be posted in any way, shapes, or form. i try to respect that boundary but i just want to celebrate her, and she'll honestly block me if record us together

whole time i ain't gonna post it, it's just for memories. i just hope she gets out of that soon, im tired of theses thirsty ass bitches in my comments

i'm so tempted to reply to them, talm bout my girlfriend would beat your ass but you know, i need the views. i need the income

working for papa has been very rewarding, looking at my bank account makes me astounded each and everytime.

we've gone on many runs together, and i'm content with this position. nothing too heavy for me, so i know i'll be ready for it in the future

i definitely was going to stay in this field. i judged it too quickly, i didn't realize the experiences im going to make and i already had

it is life threatening, very but as long as your careful and you keep your guard up, shit not gon touch you

i picked an all black outfit, knowing janae loved those. she always posted it on her close friends, targeted to me of course and i eat that shit up

i wore my black cats. i don't wear them often, mama would kill me if i even got a scratch on them, due to her dropping a bag on them

she bought them not even a year ago, and i've wore them a few times. usually, i'd just wear my black airforces or any other black shoe, but a special day calls for a special shoe