𝐏𝐄𝐀𝐂𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐃 | 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐢

24

janae
9|10
wednesday

it was a little bit more chilly today, so i wore jeans of course. from levi's and called low pros. then a white shirt i got from skims that i tucked in cause those body suits were too expensive. i put a red jacket i got from gap a few years ago on it and some 11s my cousin bought me.

i thought my outfit ate so of course i was going to wear it again. i barely wear my 11s so why not? and plus, nobody cares and whoever does is a dumb ass

i sprayed on my scent of the day, pink coconut calypso from victoria secret and grabbed my bookbag, my keys and left the house.

i put on concealer today, and lip gloss. i also put on some mascara, but i would rather wear lashes than this. i'm going to invest in some once i found some cute ones.

i saw someone said dollar tree sells some good ones, so when i get my car i'll go. i'd ask sergio but i've been asking him to go so many places i don't wanna burden him you know.

i don't wanna ask mom and dad cause they too nosy and i don't know what they'd say about me wearing lashes.

today felt very peaceful so i wanted to be like those white girls in the stories, getting their dream life and prince charming.

of course i know i have to work for my dream life, so i've been locking in. i gave ms londyn the check and started looking for some clothes i could buy for practice.

more leggings, sweatpants, etc. biker shorts, probably not mom didn't like them much and i was determined to stay on her good side.

i walked to my bus stop, snuggling into my jacket cause i swear it just dropped like 5 degrees since i got out. i looked down at my hands that already got ashy since i went outside.

i rolled my eyes before looking in my bookbag for the vaseline i bring to re moisturize my hand and realized it was our home.

i walked back quickly cause the bus could come early and leave me and then i'm in a bad situation cause mom and dad aren't home.

i unlocked the house door quickly and ran back into the house, grabbing some of the vaseline mom kept in the bathroom then back outside, locking the door.

i saw the bus down the street and ran to the stop sign before i missed the bus. i made it in time and saw the us driver side eye me, knowing he always says be at the bus stop two minutes before the bus comes cause he won't wait for us.

he always waits for me

i went to my seat in the front because i like the front and it's just better. i can get off easier and get on easier.

i put on my airpods and listened to donk beyoncé on musi cause she wanna play with us and not release it.

"as we sip champagne, watching purple rain
body's insane, how can you complain
plus, i know you love my personality
i think i wanna go back to school, and have a locker full of pictures of you
so give me that a in biology, i'm graduating soon

mmm it's something bout that look you give me
makin me feel that young love inside
mmm it's something about that feelin you give me
i can't resist them butterflies
mmm you need a woman hol-"

"uh excuse me?" someone asked faintly

i looked up to see a boy with curly dark brown hair with a mid taper i guessed, or some low combo . i don't what ethnicity he was, he was a little bit tan but he had monolid eyes so i guessed he was south asian maybe.

he had a sharp nose that was cute, plump lips, and was smiling with all his teeth that shined.

when i said shined i meant shined.

like pearly pearly whites

he had blue braces only on his top teeth. he had bushy eyebrows with a double slit in the end of his left eyebrow and a little mustache.

"yeah?" i answered, taking one of my airpods out. i decided he was cute enough to give my attention too.

pretty privilege, sigh.

"um what's your ig? you fine as fuck."

i smiled before taking his phone that he offered. i typed my instagram in, "realbiitchfromtheu" into his phone and saw my profile pop up.

it was just a black pfp and it was private . not even a bio, i was so mysterious. and i had like 200 followers, not as much as the other girls but i didn't need a lot of followers anymore.

i went from 600 sum to 200 sum when i realized i didn't like how much people i followed and the only reason i had that much was cause of mutuals.

so naturally, as a impulsive decision, i unfollowed every person i knew i didn't know personally, and regretted it dearly in the morning.
but i've come to terms with it.

"what does u stand for?" he asked, smiling slightly.

"uterus." i said, looking at the bus driver, mr brandon, who looked at the boy crazy. the bus was about to move but i didn't want to tell him go cause that's rude.

but i didn't want him by me.

don't matter how cute you are, i still will pick my space over you.

"lmaoo." he sadly, sat down next to me, making me scoot closer to the window. i didn't want to tell him i don't want him here but i didnt.

if he wasn't cute...

"that's my account." his name was adrian and had over 10 thousand followers and had some posts. guess he's famousness.

"so. what's ur name?" he asked awkwardly, probably for the sole reason i was pretty dry. i mean he was lucky i let him sit next to me, so he should be grateful.

"janae."

"oh cool. i like your outfit."

"thank you. i like yours."

he wore one of most sluttiest outfit ever. an all cream essentials two piece, the joggers and hoodie then jordan 4 sails.

the men two piece and some fours.

it wasn't bad though, it was kinda fine.

"i like mine too."

i gave him a side eye before smiling. he smiled back too.
"you do sports?"

"cheerleading."

"oh purr." he flicked his tongue to cover the his top row of teeth.

"oh so u sassy?" i asked. laughing

"hell yeah."