𝐏𝐄𝐀𝐂𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐃 | 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐢

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janae
10|2
monday

hoco was on saturday. it was delayed this year for some unknown reason, so was the rewards for spirit week.

me and gio won first for the matching day, and we'd have a $200 budget for both of us. last year, it was extravagant, but i guess the budget is really tight this year.

plus, the school is relatively poor so this is actually really good.

gio let me have the whole 200 but i felt bad taking it. i wanted to get him something too.

so i decided on buying something for him too on the bill without him knowing. it could be something simple, like a book he wanted or a cologne or clothes.

i know i'd be using my money on clothes.

but i know i'd have to talk to mom first, just assure her. she'd have to say yes, but i hope she doesn't ask about what i wore to win.

i don't know how she's react to me wearing jeans she's certain she's never bought. i can just say jenny or nadia bought it for me, and they'd of course cover for me.

i wore dark wash flare jeans from hollister, a dark green long sleeve top from shein, an all black gap jacket and my black air forces.

sergio said i overuse them, but they just go with everything and they're so nice.

i was planning on getting new shoes soon, but i still need to decide on which ones. i want a color i haven't gotten yet, but would still match with my clothes.

i did leave my depressive episode. i gave sergio my ps4 while my parents were at a baby shower on sunday, he cleaned it and brought it back so we could play.

i played mostly with jory, minecraft since we had 2 controllers. it was so fun, it had me forgetting the bad beginning of the day i had.

it was really fun, so of course i'm going to play it again today with sergio. he said we're playing fortnite.

i've played fortnite a lot before but i haven't played in a long time. obviously because my ps4 wasn't working.

the bus finally arrived at school and i immediately got out of my seat and off the bus

to think about it, i haven't seen adrian for a while, i did care a little.
but at the same time i never texted him.

my phone buzzed in my hand, and i looked down. it was instagram, so that automatically meant it was khalil.

i haven't asked for his number and he hasn't asked for mine. it's embarrassing but it's whatever.
besides, i'm not planning to get anywhere with him.

he asked if we can eat together during lunch, in the field. i actually didn't want to but like that'd be rude, and it wouldn't even be his fault.

i just couldn't click with him, you know?

so now i have to ask sergio if this is a good idea, because he's oh so wise like he puts it.

we were now in third, about to go to lunch and i was absolutely dreading going with khalil. i just didn't want to, and it made my stomach turn.

"bra you doing too much now, just go mami," sergio told me annoyed as he sipped his starbucks. sassy ass nigga.

he bought me a caramel frappe so it's fine.

"but i don't want to," i answer.

"i promise, it's not that serious. plus you can just leave, say your lunch is b lunch."

we have a lunch organization thing i guess. a is first, b next. a leaves when c comes. b leaves when d comes and d is last.

me and sergio are d lunch.