𝐏𝐄𝐀𝐂𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐃 | 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐢

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sergio
september 4
thursday

10 votes

my truck broke down so i didn't go to school. i was hoping janae wasn't quiet like how she usually is.

i've seen her looking at the joanna and i usually can read her and she looked like she wanted to be her friend.

i hoped she talked to her today. i know how shy she can be when she isn't comfortable.

driving back home, i wondered if i should go to janaes house. i mean i can't really actually go because i don't know if her parents are home our not and when she talks about that, they are very strict.

i decided to just do it and i'll park like two blocks away. i'll get her a bag of candy corn too on the way since that's her favorite candy. and maybe starbucks too.

pain 1993 by drake played.

"niggas ain't gotta respect
niggas just gotta accept
i put that top left
i love my crodie to death
hype williams, lil x
if you don't say it direct
could give a fuck

i put some ice on her hand
i let her take an advance
shit wasn't goin as planned
i put that shit in the van
she gotta move with her friend
heard she went back to her man
give a fuck

i just put a wagen in the driveway, you know I did
when i shoot my shot it's the kawhi way, it's goin' in
me and lil sicko sittin sideways, breakin tens
used to be an antisocial nigga, now I'm makin friends
i just got a mansion out in turks and it's a beachfront
if she's bringin four friends i know ill hit at least one
got em all tannin by the pool and they greased up
police in my city, i keep they pockets greased up

me and capo tryna leave our mark and peace the east up
aint nobody makin too much money off the beef stuff
but i beef a rapper cause im never with the sweet stuff
shawty came from mexico she know she got the sweet stuff

niggas ain't gotta respect
niggas just gotta accept
i put that top left
i love my crodie to death
hype williams, lil x
if you don't say it direct
could give a fuck

racks all in my jeans and they raf simons
diamonds all in my teeth, i called up the dentist
got a goyard bag, i threw them racks in it
every time im home, you know i whip the bentley
i just threw these pills in my cup
shawty just pulled up just to get fucked
but i only want top for sure
and i know im on top, but i want more

remember i used to sleep on the floor
now every day i rock christian dior
now every day i gotta pour me a four
now every day i gotta pour me a four
i spent a hundred k last night in new york
i spent a hundred k the next day, i was bored
that lam truck got numbers on the board
yeah, she keep textin my phone, ima ignore

niggas ain't gotta respect
niggas just gotta accept
i put that top left
i love my crodie to death
hype williams, lil x
if you don't say it direct
could give a fuck"

i made it to her house and since there was no cars in the driveway, i guessed her parents weren't here. still, just to be cautious and make sure she doesn't get in trouble, i called her up.

she picked up on the third ring. that's weird that's suspicious. "you home?" i asked her into the phone with a lot of background noise.

maybe she was at work. she told me she goes to work at chickfila but she doesn't even work on thursdays. maybe she got called in..?

"yeah. why?" she asked. i smiled at myself when i realized how much i missed her.

"i'm here open the door." she ended the phone call and i left my car with her candy corn and her starbucks drink. she wanted to try the mango dragonfruit and i was going there anyways so i was like why not go buy it now?

i bought one for myself so we could try it together .

i rang the doorbell and i heard her yell it's open from inside. i opened the door and locked it behind me before going to the kitchen.

she wasn't in the kitchen so i went to the dining room and that's where she was, bending over the table with a mess on the table.

she had her bonnet on and some joggers and a t shirt. her glossy lips formed a pout and her eyebrows were knitted together. she squinted at whatever she was doing, she must've not been wearing her glasses

she looked so pretty, so serene doing it too.

it looked like a diy thing then i got closer and recognized it. it was a ramo with eternal flowers and she was glueing something right now. "shit!" she said

"what happened" i asked as i gave her her candy corn and starbucks drink. the way her face lit up made it worthwhile.

"i burnt myself." she answered, opening the candy corn almost immediately.

"who's the ramo for?" i asked making conversation as i sat down. i gave her her straw and she stabbed the straw through the cup excitedly.

"myself. i wanted to do it cause i saw it and i bought the supplies like yesterday."

"oh that's cool. your first time?"

"yeah." i watched her eat some candy corn while folding the petalos. the ramo was pink and white. she had some diamonds and butterflies on the side and the floral paper with the rest of the sticks.

based on how it looked now on her first try i forreal think she could make a business out of this and sell them. i mean if she wanted to.

she looked like she enjoyed doing it so it could be a side hustle.

the mango dragon fruit juice wasn't bad. i sipped it while watching janae.

wrapping the satin ribbon around a card like a dozen times, she would fold the top corners down, then those corners. glue them together then glue them to make the rose by rolling it on the unfolded side.

after a few times watching her makes different flowers i got an idea and started to make one too. it was time consuming, yes, but it wasn't bad for my first time.

i watched her makes some as i made one too. it would probably turn out ugly since i wasn't paying attention but janae's energy was like taking over i guess.

her scent maybe. i always smelt cocoa butter on her and barely vanilla. i'd like to think that's because of what i said when we were in the library. how i liked the cocoa butter more.

then the way she'd smile and laugh out of no where. it was just so authentic i guess, she was just her .

and she was just so beautiful. like in the inside and the outside just everywhere. and she's so caring.

"you wanna bake?" janae asked out of nowhere.

"what will we bake?"

"pound cake" she said excitedly, getting up and going straight to the pantry. she pulled out flower and other stuff i didn't really pay attention to.

i made some more roses while she got stuff ready. i knew she'd call me if she needed me to do anything.

almost as if i jinxed it, she told me to go mash up some bananas.

banana pound cake she said. it didn't really sound appetizing but she said she'll ice it a bit. i don't know if i'm the only one who doesn't really like really sweet and i don't know if i'll like it but i'll try it.

"you know what, i'm putting chocolate chips instead of icing. can you get it for me in the closet?" she asked and i went.

i was sitting on the table, making more roses cause she didn't need the bananas yet.

i got up and went and grabbed the chocolate chips from the closet and went up to janae, standing behind her.

she turned around, pushing into my front. i wasn't steady on my feet so we both fell on the tile, me blocking most of her blow.

some of the chocolate chips fell on my fast and on the floor. janae didn't even cry she just laughed her ass off. i didn't really see what was so funny but i was laughing too.

i really love her .