Not So Lovely Poems

Trust

Oblivious of the thoughts running through my mind, are you fine? Did I define the cause of your depressed state?? I don't wish to pile more on your plate but a burden do I feel and I feel as if I am sealing the deal by hanging around longer when I am bound to wonder if I truly make a difference for the better, if I am truly the letter you wish to be sent, when the letter is bent, smudges all over the lines where the ink is spread, time erased from life as I force you to stop when you are at the very top, I always bring you down my fear of heights, and do you feel obligated to keep the lights on? Trust me to be your support when I am simply not enough? When you don't ask for more, but when more is what you deserve? I am not enough, but you are tough, tough enough to be the one to do one thing I can't, and every time it is a surprise when you turn the lights off. I don't know if you trust me fully, and I don't either, but I know you trust me more than most, even when we both are ghosts of a person.