Not So Lovely Poems

Do You Want Me?

'Do you want me?' I ask, and you tell me to clarify.

You expect me to know what I meant, what to say.

But how could I possibly explain the doubt in my head,

Whilst I'm in a panic, and my thoughts wont go away?

When I ask if you want me, I don't mean it in that way,

I mean do you love me, am I worth enough to save?

If you could control it, would you want me to stay?

Are you trying to deceive me, am I simply just some prey?

My thoughts won't give me a single break,

And I'm shattering, in pieces, hoping you won't push me away,

And don't ask why I'm in such a panic,

I wouldn't know the answer any day,

I simply just feel worthless,

Like you don't want me to stay. 

I need some clarification,

Is there a reason I'm in this state?

Maybe I should rephrase,

Do you want me to stay?