IVAN SAYS YES TO THE NANNY

Chapter 12

Hazel's POV 
It's raining heavily today . The temperature has dropped down so it's pretty cold . I feel so uneasy . There is a dread in my gut . I know I am overreacting . There is nothing to be worried about . Still I feel nauseous and jittery today . The door bell rings . Since max and Linda have already left . I go to open the door . Opening the door I see that one person I never expected to meet again . My ex boyfriend is standing at the threshold.  Clothes all drenched due to the heavy rain .

"Jordan , what are you doing here ? How do you know I live here ? "

"Hazel , baby I missed you so much " He hugs me tightly. I just stand there with my hands on my side . I slightly pat his back .

" Why are you here ?"

"Hazel , I know I left you . But please give me another chance . I swear everything will be fine now . You will be my priority from now on . My business is thriving slowly and steadily.  We can be together now ."  He says desperately grabbing my hands .

" Who are you ? And what are you doing in my house . " An angry Ivan calls out
I turn around to look at him . He looks murderous. He is standing at the top stair holding Alex's hand .

"I am so sorry . He is Jordan - my ex . Sorry I'll be back soon ."

I take Jordan's hand to go outside and close the door .

" What are you doing here . Who gave you my address ? "

"Your roommate gave me your address . Look Hazel I am here to win you back . I know I fucked up but baby please give me a chance this time . I'll mend everything.  "

"You need to go Jordan.  My boss really doesn't like having people in his house and you are creating a scene here ." I say impatiently .
I am more worried about Ivan's reaction . He was not happy at all . He even looked murderous .
"Baby I am here for you . For us ." He says putting his hand on my cheeks . I pull back from his touch . It burns into my skin like an acid creating a crawling sensation.

" There is no 'Us' Jordan . We broke up for a reason . Suddenly showing up here won't make me go back to you . " I
sound so calm .

"I know you are angry . But trust me I love you Hazel . I'll do anything for you ."

"You need to leave.  My job is on the line "

He reluctantly agrees and promises to meet me to which I agree. I go back to the house.
Ivan is still standing there looking pissed as hell . If looks could kill I would be six feet under already. Alex looks disappointed as well and just shakes his head . What did I do ?
For next five days Ivan completely ignored me . He refused to talk to me . Alex was also disappointed . While I was completely confused by their behavior .

Today is Sunday and I am supposed to meet Jordan. I tell Ivan that I am leaving but he completely ignores me . It hurts a little . His silence is hurting me more than it should.
I need to end things with Jordan so I leave . When I come back I directly go into my room . I clearly told Jordan that we have no future . He should focus on someone else. I don't love him . I am thoroughly done with him .
There is a knock on the door . I open it to find Ivan .
"Finally you want to talk but I am not ready now ." I say with haughtiness . Then turn to go .
He suddenly grabs me by my waist and pins me into walls .
His hot breath mixed with the smell of alcohol and mint fans over my face .

"what are you doing ?" I wisper silently
He just looks at my face breathing heavily. His fingers start digging into my waist .

"Tell me you are not like them ? Tell me you won't choose that loser ?"

"What are you talking about ?" I ask confused.

"Hazel , you are not allowed to meet him again ."
He is talking about Jordan.
This angers me . Who the hell does he think he is ? I can meet whoever I fucking want .

"Mr Ivan kingsmore, you are not my dad , who can decide what I should do or not . So it's better we stay out of each other's business."
I say slightly raising my voice .
His jaws clenches in anger .
He pushes his hard body into me . 
"You are my damn business ." He growls .

"Look you are drunk . You are not in your senses.  So I suggest you let me go ."

"Hazel do what I say . Otherwise the consequences- " He gritts his teeth .

" Otherwise what ? " I shout getting in his face .

" You better let me go , Ivan . NOW ." I push him and start to leave .

In a spur of moment he grabs me again and I start struggling in his hold .
"Stop it !" He orders
I still continue to struggle .He grabs my hair and tugs my face upwards. His face leans towards me . Our breaths mingle together .

"Fuck it " It's all he says before he kisses me . He starts sucking on my lower lips and then kisses me furiously . He thrusts his tongue all the ways in my mouth . His fingers start traveling from my face to my throat keeping his thumb on my pulse point and rubbing it back and forth.  I feel a hot rush in my belly . I am so stunned with this toe curling sensation .

"Fucking kiss me back " He growls in mouth. 

It's as if all the hell breaks I start kissing him back . I run my fingers deep into his hair . We fight for tongue domination . Pulling back only to get some air . It feels as if I am under a haze . My vision is clouded with lust . After weeks of sexual tension both of us have given in to this mind numbing attraction . Everything feels blissful . Ivan starts kissing my cheeks then jaws and then advances towards my neck . His pad of thumb near my pulse is still rubbing my pulse . I am drowning in all the pool of pleasure . Suddenly my starts phone ringing .
I open my eyes and it feels like all the clouded haze of lust gets clear . I start to feel this sickening in my stomach when I look down to look at the screen . It's Jordan . We are both looking at the screen .
I am so perplexed right now weather I should pick it or not.  Before I can explain to Ivan . He is already gone . Does he regret kissing me ? Why did he go ?