𝓐𝓼𝓼𝓪𝓼𝓼𝓲𝓷'𝓼 𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮 //𝓹𝓳𝓶

[27] 𝓥𝓤𝓛𝓝𝓔𝓡𝓐𝓑𝓛𝓔

- You got me brand new emotion,
You got me drinking that potion-

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A little too bright light hit your eyes and your head felt way too heavy and a sharp pain was inside. As you adjusted your eyes to the light.

You found yourself on your bed, with no one around but a big tee shirt on you.

"My mother of chairs! Who the hell changed my clothes?!" You freaked out

"What if..? No wait? How am I even here? What the actual fuck happened last night? I was drunk? Did I do something stupid? Did I?" You asked yourself and flashbacks started to play in your head.

"No! No! No! No! Tell me that it's just a dream! And that I'm just dreaming in my dream! Please! Wake up!" You said in frustration

You heard footsteps coming towards your room , so you laid back in bed covering yourself with the sheets.

"It's just a bad dream." You whispered to yourself

"Y/N? I thought you woke up?" Jimin said hesitantly

"Don't worry , I won't ask or say anything about last night and if you feel embarrassed, It's okay" He said and you removed the sheets over you and looked at him with the most so done expression.

"Wh-what shall I be embarassed about? Did something happen la-last night?" You asked acting fool

"I know that you know. So stop pretending" He said

"I hate you" You said

"If you hate me the way you described last night, then I hate you too" He said and chuckled

"I , FOR REAL HATE YOU! PARK JIMIN!" You threw the pillow at him but instead of returning the guestures or an idiotic smile , his face became pale , Looking into you. His eyes bored into yours.

"You- what? You know me?" He asked with the most unreasonable expression

"Le-let's just not talk about this" You said as you realised that you spoke his full name.

"What do you mean by not talk about it?" He asked

"I don't wanna talk about, hows and whys" You said

"No , Cause if you know my full name , you knew- you know ever- You" He stumbled upon his words

"I told you , let's not talk about this... Anyways it'll soon be over" You said

"No , It won't" He said instantly

"What do you mean by it won't?" You asked harshly

"Why would you want me to do that?" He asked growing frustrated

"Isn't it what you're supposed to be doing? Isn't it what you're upto?" You asked being frustrated as well.

"It was. I... can't do this anymore...I can't do that!" He said

"Why? Then why did you came?" You asked slightly raising your voice

"I CAN'T KILL YOU! I WAS SO FOOLISH OF THINKING THAT I COULD!" He shouted

"You absolutely can" You said

"Y/N , I love you" He said and his eyes softened

"You don't. You're pretending, just how you disguised yourself. I still can't get it that why didn't you end me that night...the night we first met" You said and your eyes became angrier by time.

He was shocked.

"All this time , you knew what we were up to then why didn't you? And that night" He said

°[FLASHBACK]°

It was lat at night , and you were alone walking on the street. An awkward air was surrounding you. The silence and the dum lights indicated that there was something wrong.

As you walked ahead , you felt as if someone was behind you , with every step of yours the idea of someone behind you grew stronger.

Someone might kill you today.

The person might be lucky as you are so in the mood to die.

But when you turned back , there was no one.

Maybe , You were wrong.

But again the same feeling was there as if someone was either watching on you or was following you.

But till you reached your dorm  , there was no inconvenience and harm.

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"I.. didn't came with the intention of killing you , I just wanted to confirm your place..but how did you know it was me?" He asked

"That's not the question, but why didn't you do that as soon as possible?" You asked

"Why would you want to die?" He asked

"Isn't that what you want?" You asked

"No! I don't" he said

"Stop lying" You said

"How can I tell you that I love you?" He asked

"No one can , cause no one loves me" You said

"No it's not true, I love you more than love itself" He said

"Jimin" You said his name

"See, I was here to kill you because I didn't want any arrange marriage with a nerd girl like you , but when I actually arrived here and got to know how beautiful you are , how beautiful the scars that you have made up the constellations of your own stars. I couldn't help but fall for you! If there would be a day , where I've had to die. I'll die but even with the last breath consuming from my lungs I'll say that I love you" He told you

"And none of these words actually hold a meaning , do they?" You asked tears forming in your eyes

"Here , feel this" He said and took your right hand and placed it on his chest and you felt his heart bumping hard against his chest.

"You make me feel crazy but you also keep me sane" He said and showed a genuine smile

"I wish I could say that I don't feel the same-" before you could speak more , Jimin pressed his lips onto yours.