𝓐𝓼𝓼𝓪𝓼𝓼𝓲𝓷'𝓼 𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮 //𝓹𝓳𝓶

[12] 𝓜𝓐𝓢𝓚 𝓞𝓕 𝓗𝓐𝓟𝓟𝓘𝓝𝓔𝓢𝓢

-Maybe I'll end up
being all ruined -

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As I came out of the room , her words started to ring in my head again and again " He-h -he i--is c-om-comi-ing , J-Jimin, please s-save m-me ...I-I ca-n't b-e-ear h-i-him" her voice kept on repeating when I realised that.... She knows my name?

"Holy mother of chairs" I mumbled under my breath and then went to Hoseok hyung

Y/ N 's POV

I was terrified....I don't really know what happened to me ...Am i having hallucinations? Or something...I saw Kang Dae Seong? No no no it can't be....

As I woke up all I felt was Jimin's embrace , it felt so good ....but the lights went off... making me go in terror..But the way he calmed me down..I felt safe..safe. Soon kookie came in and he broke the hug but that made me frown? I don't know myself either.

" Are you okay Y/Niee ..do you want something?" Kookie asked concern in his eyes

"No... I'm fine maybe I was just tired today , go I'll take a cold shower maybe it will help" I lied to him

"Alright , but don't worry about anything, you've got me!" He said with all his courage and formed a fist throwing his right arm upwards

And I giggled at his cuteness

"It's nice to see you brighten up" He said with an assuring smile

I smiled back just to conceal my sadness

"I'm leaving but one more thing do call Yoona , she asked us to tell you"

"Yes I will"

He left , I took my stuff and went to take a shower

I came out of the shower drying my hair with the towel when the volcano of thoughts started to erupt.

Did I really see him? Or Was it all my imagination? Why did Jimin help me? Doesn't he hate me? Or ..argh!! I'm going nuts. I don't want them to know that I'm weak , I don't want anyone to know that I'm weak....

Thoughts made me feel miserable as I slowly sat down burying my face in my knees letting out all the tears.

I can't let him again come and ruin me. I won't. This time I'll be bold , firm and strong. But how? I lose all my senses whenever I think about what he did to me ...him ...only darkness seems to surround me ...fear takes over me just with his name . Why am I so pathetic and stupid? Why didn't I-

I got startled when I heard a knock on my door

"Y/N come out , let's have a chit-chat" Hobi said

I quickly wiped my tears, took a deep breathe

"Yea- I'm coming" I tried to keep my voice as stable as possible

"Alright" I heard in response soon the footsteps faded away

I somehow pulled myself together, gathering all my might , courage and energy. I stood up and managed to go in the hall where everyone was waiting for me. Instead of looking drowned I tried to look more cheerful.

"Come and sit" Namjoon said and guestured to sit beside hobi

I smiled and said "So - " My words were cut by Suga

"Drop the act!" He said so firmly

"Which act?" I asked

"Happy one , don't conceal yourself" He said more dominantly this time

"I..." I didn't have words

"It's okay...You can talk with us" Hobi said and patted my head sweetly

I can't explain anything , I can't get the words Outta my throat as if stuck inside me.

"It's alright , don't worry you don't have to explain anything to us ... just understand no one's going to hurt you... that's why we are here" Jimin said

As a tear rolled down my eyes