𝓐𝓼𝓼𝓪𝓼𝓼𝓲𝓷'𝓼 𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮 //𝓹𝓳𝓶

[26] 𝓓𝓡𝓤𝓝𝓚 𝓒𝓞𝓝𝓕𝓔𝓢𝓢𝓘𝓞𝓝

-Brace my whole life
Just to be-

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"hey babe , I'll be there in 5 minutes, be ready!"   In-yeoup said

"Alright, come fast!" You said ending the call

"Jimin?" You called out his name and he came wearing his most casual outfit.

A black hoodie with ripped skinny jeans , with a few rings in his hands and a black cap.

"So? Is he really coming to pick you up?" He said being annoyed

"Yes , he is!" You said

The bell rang , and Jimin opened the door.

"Hey! I know I'm kinda...." In-yeoup's words got stuck in his mouth when he saw it was Jimin who opened the door not you.

"I-I Hi!" He showed a small smile but Jimin's expression were stern.

"Jimin?" You called his name and he let In-yeoup come inside.

He came in and hugged you , and gave you small kiss on cheeks.

"Let's go" He said

"Not yet" Jimin said in bold voice

"Why?" You asked

"Wait a minute, can you?" He seemed frustrated

And there came Kookie

"Sorry, I'll be accompanying you guys" He said

"Why you?"

In-yeoup gulped seeing him , remembering clearly what happened the last time.

And a wicked smile appeared on kookie's face

"Whatever let's go" Jimin said and went out with Kookie behind him

"In-yeoup, what's that?" You gasped

"Wh-what?" He seemed startled

"I know we are fake dating but if you're seeing another girl , you should have told me!" You whispered refering to the hickey on his neck

"Ah? Th-this... I'm not seeing someone else , Y/N...ah..this is a little complicated to explain and I was about to tell you.... I'll tell you soon so have faith in me" He whispered back and you had no other option than agreeing.

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"I told ya!" Yoona said and everybody laughed except the bodyguards you had.

They had a stern and alert expression.

"No , cause I-I.." Eun-woo didn't complete his sentence and started laughing.

"That's not even funny" Kookie muttered

"How about a small dance? Love." Eun-woo asked Yoona and they went for their fun.

And it was just the four of you.
Where it was just you and In-yeoup gulping on the drinks.

"Y/N, stop that's enough for you" Jimin said

"Let me have fun!"  You huffed

"Darn it!" In-yeoup said

"What happened?" You asked In-yeoup who was totally drunk

"Ah..Y/N , sorry. But let's not do this anymore, I would like to be alone for a while" He said and left the counter table with a drunk state.

Jimin and Kookie stood there clueless of what happened to In-yeoup.

"Y/N! Enough!  You'll get drunk!" Jimin warned the last time and signalled Kookie to go get In-yeoup.

He took a seat beside you.

"Y/N , I'm saying nicely , keep it down or else you'll pass out" He said as nicely as possible

"Can you for once let me control myself? I'm not a kid , that needs to be supervised over everything!" You told him and drank one more glass.

"No, Y/N cool down. I didn't mean it that way , see you don't drink liquor usually so you're body can't tolerate this much , so stop" He said and softly took the glass from your hand.

"Jimin" You whispered his name

He looked in your eyes , hearing his name coming so calmly out of your mouth , made his heart melt.

"Yes , I'm listening." He said

"I'm tired" You said

"Would you like to go home then?" He asked

"No, I'm tired of being me...of living the same life on loop , I'm tired of fighting the feelings inside me , I'm tired of you hiding so many things from me. I'm tired of you acting when I know the truth" You said with head down on the table

"Acting? Truth? Feelings inside you? No. No. No. Y/N , honey you're just drunk" He said

"Stop calling me sweet names!" You said

"Y-Y/N , see let's go home" He said

"I don't have a home" You sighed

"You do. You have your brother, your father , you have us. You have me." He tried insisting

"I hate you" You said

"Really?" He said

"I hate you. I want you to go away but I want you to stay. You make me happy but make me sad. I want to punch you but I want to hug you, I hate you but I love you"
You said while looking into his honey brown eyes

"I just the hate the fact that I can't even hate when I should!" You whined

"Oh, You love me?" He asked with a little hesitance

"I don't know but I just can't say no" You told him and broke the eye contact, which made him frown.

"Ever since I was a child , I was neglected. Attention was what I seeked , but when I actually got that , I wanted to hide or run away. I was enough neglected that I started to suffocating inside myself, I never told anyone how I felt , how I thought , anything, never. And when the time came , I just didn't know how to do so , I just lost the power to express myself.  And most of all I never had a parent to take care of me ; but an elder brother but with time I realised that I'm just another burden on him , so I moved out...all these times , I hated my father. I had a fear of being close to someone, and being manipulated by Kang Dae-Seong for years , I just couldn't have the courage to talk to someone....I-I f-felt" The tears wouldn't stop from your eyes

"Y/N, calm down! Calm down!" Jimin panicked as he didn't knew what to do with your drunk state in this crowded and loud place.

"Let's go out in the fresh air , You'll feel better" He said and dragged you out with great difficulty in fresh air.

Near River , Han river.

You both sat on the bench.

"St-stop crying" He wiped off your tears

"I'm not crying" You said

"You were" He chuckled

"Stop making fun of me! You always do that can't you take anything serious-" You started to nag him but he cut your words.

"Stop your mouth or I'll kiss you" He said

"See, you're still making fun like can't you ever be serious, or are you not going to consider anything I said? What type of-" You couldn't speak more as his pair of lips pressed on your lips.

You looked at him with wide open eyes, but his were closed. He was feeling it.

He parted his lips away.

"See, I was serious" He said and winked

"Wh-what?" You looked at him in shock but before you could process anything anymore everything blacked out.