Abhimaan's pov:
She easily crushed my already broken peaces of my heart into few more pieces with those piercing words of hers ....
I have never had any hopes that she will consider me as her husband ....not after what I ve done ...but when she said to Mom that she respects this relationship....the foolish and stupid me expected atleast that was true ....
And as always my expectations were broken m..just like that ....she wants to stay far away from me....and I'm no one to judge when the basis of this marriage had been a lie ....
I chuckled dry at the irony ....I have always dreamt of being married to Amara.....but now that my dream had come true.....this started feeling like a nightmare ,given the fact that her hate for me seems to increase with each and every passing second....
As I was still lost in my thoughts I heard the click of bathroom door but Amara didn't come out of the bathroom....after a few seconds ....her head peeped out of the door ....making me frown becoz her entire body was hidden behind the door....and only her head could be seen....
She then looked at me ...began biting her lips and came out slowly ...lowing anywhere else but me ....making me even more confused ....then my eyes moved from her face to what she's wearing causing me to understand the situation.....
There stood Amara ....in my white shirt which reached above her knees and a shorts of mine .....holding the hem of the shirt and fisting it coz of nervousness maybe ....and her cheeks are red....is she.....BLUSHING.......no fucking way...
" I forgot my clothes "stated Amara ....I nodded my head and was about to move to bathroom to change ...if I was there 1 more minute ...I will grin so widely with a content that filled my heart seeing her in my clothes .....
As I passed her ...I was unable to hold my grin anymore as a smile touched my lips ....but as I was about to enter the washroom.....her voice stopped me...
"I need my clothes ....Bring them from my room ..."...I turned back controlling my smile ....and stated" U can wear them ...it's too late ....no need to stress urself by changing again..."
"Ofcourse I can wear them....but do I want to ? Fucking no....wearing ur clothes is making me feel disgusted "she said with hatred filled eyes .....and it felt like ...she just punched in my gut ....and air blocked in my throat making me swallow hardly trying to contain tears from surfacing in my eyes .....
Few seconds earlier ....I was trying to hold my smile....and now I am trying to hold back my tears ... Just how fast everything changes ?
I somehow managed to blurt out"ok" and ....left to her room...to bring her clothes ....I took a pair of night wear and bought them back to our room....Our ...this word improved my mood a little ....
As I entered the room....Amara was sitting on the edge of the bed doing something on her phone ....and as she saw me entering ....she saw the clothes in my hands and then shifted her gaze back to her phone stating " The top is tight ...bring another one "..
I simply nodded my head ...which I dont know if she even saw ....and went back to fetch another pair of night wear ...as I went back to our room again...
She looked at the clothes once again and sighed and nodded her head negatively making me frown again ..."The pajmas are loose ...." she clarified the reason of her disapproval....
JE LEEST
ALWAYS YOU
Romantiek"All the dreams that I ve seen for us will come true ,the only difference is that I won't be there in any of them" She had lost her parents in the most gruesome way.....she saw them burning in the fire ...right infront of her eyes ...and just like...
