ALWAYS YOU

4]"MEETING & DECISION....?"

She is looking at me anticipating the answer ...I replied .." sure ...if thats what u want"....stupid stupid abhi ....didn't u just eat outside ....how the fuck will u eat now? my inner voice is screaming at me ...

She smiled at my reply ....pls don't ....pls dont smile at me like that again ...it makes me forget everything....and thats what I did ...I smiled too ..forgetting all the shit that's about to happen in my life

I composed myself and said .."I will freshen up and come....u keep going"
She nodded her head made her way to the door ...

And suddenly I heard something like "fuck it"...making me frown ...and just like that I got hugged from back with such a force that I stumbled a little ...

She held the collars of my shirt tightly with her fists kept hugging me tightly ...I came to my senses and realised that Amara just hugged me and I will be getting hugs in the future...making me dance happily in my mind...

I couldnt hug her well like this ....so I held her fists which were on my collar and removed their hold...but Amara just put them back making me frown ...and then I listened something like " pls"

Stupid girl ....did u really think I am withdrawing from ur hug ....never ...it would be Always you that would withdraw from anything that's related to me ...it's never gonna be me..

I once again removed her fists ..held her hand and and bought her infront of me ...I looked into here eyes which held doubt and pulled her into the tightest hug of my life ...making her gasp at the sudden movement...

She then place her hands that landed on my chest to my back ....and hugged me back with almost same intensity....I as expected broke down into tears ....

Shitt....what if she sees them ....but as I was about to wipe them off ...I listened to some soft sobs ....she's crying?

I forget about my own agony and panicked ..."Amara ...sweetheart what happened? I tried to lift her face by holding her chin...so that I could get a clear view of her face ...

But she didn't let me...she nodded negatively and hid her face in my neck ..."I missed u" she mumbled .....making me unable to stop...

Crying makes me weak ....but not infront of her ....because I'm a gone case for her ...and when she cries ...I automatically cry...she's my life ....and will always be ...

I didn't open my mouth ...I was afraid ...I will blurt out I love u....that's what I do in my dreams ....hugging her and saying I love u again and again ....I closed my eyes tightly stopping myself ....closing my lips tightly too ...

We both began crying our hearts out for few more minutes and she again mumbled " I'm scared Abhi,what do I do?"....and sobs again ...

I composed myself wiped off my tears without leaving any traces and spoke " scared of what ?"...." Everything " that was her reply ...

She then withdrew from our hug a little and looked at my eyes ...she bought her left thumb near my eye and touched the lower eye lash and showed be a drop of tear ....well ...I couldnt remove all the traces I guess?

She smiled a little and then I wiped her tears holding her by one hand ...she closed her eyes and once I wiped them off she put her head head back on my chest once again breathed heavily and slowly withdrew from hug and stood infront of me.

"I knew that u had ur dinner ....I was just seeing if u r still my old Abhi after these many years ...u r still the same ....will do anything for me (tears up again)" she reveals ...make me smile at her ...