ALWAYS YOU

2]"LOVE & HEART BREAK"

That made me frown....becoz she did only for 4 seconds ...then the childish me quetioned "what?But u kissed only for 4 seconds "..

She fowned her cute eye brows and said firmly"No...I did it for 5 seconds ...1..2...3...5..." closing each finger of her open palm... as she said those ...and her face twisted in confusion as she observed that one finger remained open even after she counted five ....

I then boasted..."See...I said right? U forgot to count four ..", Then her face lit up with understanding of where she had gone wrong ...she then ...cutely tapped her forehead with her palm while clicking her tounge"Uffo...sorryyy..."...

But me being the needy idiot who craved for love ...demanded "I will accept ur sorry only if u kiss me again ....do it right this time ...this time I will count the seconds ..u can stop when i conted tiill 5...understand?"

To this ,she pouted and nodded her head eagerly...much to my delight ...then I counted "Ready...1...2...3....start"....she held my face again and began kissing my forehead...lingering her lips a bit more firmer than earlier ..while I counted the numbers slowly...very slowly...very very slowly....

As I unwillingly counted the number 5...she withdrew from it and her face broke into a wide toothy grin ...showcasing her little milky tooth...which made my 10 year old heart skip a beat and also bought an uncontrollable grin to my lips ...

Then I saw her going through the tragedy all alone and my strong girl was able to hold it up very maturely even when she was so small to understand what the death actually means ....

At first mom and dad told her that her parents are going to come back...but I being such an Idiot back then shouted at her after I saw her beleiving their words and trying to be happy...I dont want her to expect and hope for something that is never going to happen.

Becoz I know when hopes begin to shatter and u get acquainted with the cruel reality...ur heart shatters along with ur hopes....I never wanted the same thing to happen to my Amara...NEVER...

I shouted at her infront of everyone "They are freaking lying to you...ur parents are never gonna come back...accept it as soon as possible..."

This made Amara to break down into tears instantly running into mom's arms...making my heart squeeze causing me unbearable ache ...seeing her tears ....I felt guilty immediately ...but me being the akward bastard that I still am...I didn't know what to do ...so I silently went to my room unable to listen to her wails anymore as the pain in my heart is slowly becoming unbearable to me ....

I silently stood at the door of my room and my eyes started watering with agony...crying along with her ...then after some time I observed that the cries subsided ...I slowly made my way downwards to where they were...along with her favourite chocolate ..only to realise that I was already late ...My little brother already gave her a chocolate ...

I hid my chocolate in the pocket and hid away from her sight seeing her smiling a little at my brother....fearing that seeing me again might dampen her smile ...which I never wanted to happen....So I did what I felt was the best ...

I stood afar from her and watched four of them being cozy like a family ...and felt contented that she has got their back ..

The next day as I saw her eating at the dining table along with others ...I again turned my back to go back into my room ...just for her to come running to me and hugging me from back with her tiny little hands and saying ..."Sorry Abhii...pls don't me mad at me "..