i am finally getting out of this shithole
after my persuasion to gio i was able to get out of the hospital early despite the doctors clear concern but eventually agreed i just have come in twice a week for the next month as my injury was quite severe
but i have been told i am on strict bed rest for the next few weeks as much as this sucks it beats being at the hospital
only one more night then i can go home in the morning
currently xander and gio are staying the night with me tonight i am snuggled next to xander on my hospital bed watching films on the tv in my room while gio is sitting on the arm chair doing work not failing to glance at me a few times thinking i will disappear or something
" carmella do you want to get changed into comfy clothes" gio said holding out my joggers and kaidens jumper i stole
i quickly nodded my head i hate hospital gowns so much
Like eww
i used xander as support as i sat up on my bed letting out a soft groan geez this hurts
" woah woah are you ok" xander immediately asked now catching gio's full attention and striding over to my bedside
"maybe one of us should help you" gio's now concerned voice piping up
i have already been a big burden on them they have been putting aside everything for me for the last few weeks and i am eternally grateful but i dont want to have to relie on them for every little thing especially just walking to the bathroom and back
"nope i'm good" i quickly got up ignoring the pain and jumped of the bed which was a big mistake as i could not even take one step before i began falling to the ground before gio swiftly catching me and putting me back on the bed before giving me a stern look
" really carmella the nurse said to take it slow and it will be a couple days till you can walk fully again you could of hurt yourself"
i just huffed and looke down to my hands which were now suddenly really interesting not realizing xander has now come round next to gio sharing a look i just wanna cry
"mel whats going on " xander was now crouched in front of me wiping a stray tear that i didn't even notice fall
that was all it took is started full on sobbing xander quickly embraced me in a hug
" whats wrong baby" he asked inbetween my sobbing
" i'm a burden" i whispered
"what mi amor why would you say that of course your not" gio was now stroking my back
" all of you guys have dropped everything they are doing to care for me i feel like you guys are only being nice because you pity me i know the nurse told you about my other injuries|" well i might as well tell them how i feel there is no point in hiding anything anymore i have been avoiding talking about my other 'injuries' as long as i can but i know the talk will come soon and i am dreading it
i take this opportunity of silence to look up at my brothers and for once they look at a loss for words until gio grabs my hand
" mi amor do you remember what i said to you on your second night back in the office "
i just nodded
" well you dont seem to remembering it and i said i will carry on telling you till it gets stuck in your brain carmella celiana delante your are loved by your family and you are our baby sister and our jobs of your older brothers are to love care and protect you and we will all do it till our last breathe so dont ever and i mean ever think of yourself as a burden or unwanted because caremella before you came we were so lost and from day one you lit our whole lives back up and i speak for every brother when i say this you have no idea how much we love you " when gio finished his little speech he never once broke eye contact and xander tightening his grip on me
safe to say i was a little gobsmacked i was at a lost for words so i said the most fitting thing i could say in this situation
" i love you guys to"
this seemed to please the boys as they both tackled me into a hug careful to not put any pressure on my ribs all three of us not to be rude but this was the best hug i had ever received there was nothing but love
once we broke apart gio began talking again
" and for he other thing i could tell you were tense so i was going to wait till tomorrow after you were comfortable back at home"
i just nodded
" now that is all sorted xander will help you comprende"
a yawned giving him a salute resting my head on xander who swiftly picked me up and brought me to the bathroom with my clothes
" do you need help"
i shook my head and began taking my hospital gown of before he even left it didn't matter i already had shorts and a sports bra on and plus he is my brother
xander silently passed me my clothes and kept his hands close by as i was still swaying a bit and i was like five minutes before falling asleep on the toilet once i finished getting dressed xander picked me straight back up carrying me to my bed he put on a movie but i could barely last five minutes before xander pulled the blankets and duvet up to my neck sending me into a deep sleep
the last thing i heard being muffeld voices
"love you mi amor"
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" let her sleep we will take her home when she wakes up" no suprise gio voice is the one who i wake up to
"i'm up get me the flip out this place" i groaned pulling myself up before two hands wrap around my waist pulling me into someones lap my eyes still closed i rest my head on whoever chest this was
" all right carmella all your discharge papers are signed so ill get a wheelchair then we can go" im guessing this is gio as he comes and kisses me on the forehead
my eyes snap open i slightly wince not being used to the light " i am not going in a wheelchair gio"
he slightly chuckles before coming up to me and picking me up i instantly melt into his embrace and rest my head on his shoulder already dozing off
GIOVANTTE
i carry my sleeping sister to the car as i can hear her light snoring xander trailing behind me we both get into the back as we got our personal driver to take us home today
" i think we should get her a therapist again" xander pipes up
"yeah definitely but knowing her she will most likely refuse but we defenitley need to persuade her" i let out a puff of air "no doubt she is the strongest girl i know but her mental health is probably in the gutters considering we didn't know about her anxiety or anything" i replied re positioning carmella so she can lay comfortably
"i doubt she will take our help so easily" xander counterd as we pulled up to the driveway in the house
"lets just hope she does" i say as i carefully make my way out the car carefully in my arms trying not to wake her xander goes ahead and opens the door once i get into the lobby i am bombarded by my brothers but before they can say anything xander decides to speak up
" guys she is exhausted let her rest for a few hours"
leaving the boys to xander i go upstairs hearing a set of footsteps behind me once i get to carmellas room i see damion standing there he comes over and starts getting her bed ready once he is finished i place her down i nod to damion to follow me outside
" how is she"
" exhausted but i know she is dreading the conversation later she had a mini breakdown at the hospital"
he nods and walks towards my office bipolar bitch
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