chapter 24

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xander

i was estatic when gio called telling us carmella was going to wake up at any minute me kai damion and javon all rushed to the hospital we barged straight to my sister's room to find her mid panic attack jai and gio were by her side while all the doctor's and nurses were crowding them carmella was too overwhelmed how could no one fucking notice that there was too many people

" everyone get the fuck out now she is having a panic attack"

"NOW" i screamed

and at that all the people began to exit and when it was just my brothers left her breathing slowed down and her hand stopped shaking she still wasn't aware of what was going on but she knew that her brothers were here and that was just enough to put her at ease

no one dared to move afraid we will set her off again

but before we could say anything she collapsed into jaidens arms

she needed some rest

" i think we should give her a minor sedative she need's to rest for at least a few hours" i was the first to speak

"no we can't do that to her" kaiden voice was meerly a whisper

" I agree she needs to rest just one for a few hours" jaiden said his eyes never leaving carmella's body

"i will ask the doctor to give a very minor sedative" gio said no one arguing as his vote as it was final


carmella

the sun was no longer shining in the hospital room it was now dark and silent my eyes lazily opened i froze seeing the six figures all over the room but calmed down as i realized it was just my brothers all of them

kaiden got the bad luck sleeping on the floor while xander and javon are on the sofa gio on a armchair and jaiden next to me on my hospital bed 

 WAIT hospital

oh god i completely forgot why i am here i cant be here the last time i saw my mum was in a hospital all wired up

no i can't do this i need to get out

why it is really hot in here i thought to myself as my breathing got quicker and a tingling sensation took over my whole body and my hands shaking violently

i flinched so hard when i two hand cupped my cheeks

"care " someone was calling my name

"carmella" another voice spoke

" i i cant be h here i cant do it" tears now streaming from my eyes

my breathing only got faster i tried to get out of bed but two hands pushed my back down

" get the fuck off of me damion" i spoke hoarsely

"i need to go" the only full sentence i could get out

i was fucking panicking until someone lifted me up i immediately buried my head in who ever neck this was 

"It's ok Mel"  i felt safe i instanly felt relief flood my body

It's was javon

the air came rushing to my lungs i could hear the trees swaying and cars driving past my hands stopped shaking but even more tears left left my eyes

" mel focus on me my voice ok"

" i want t to go home javon" my words were a whisper

" i am so sorry mel but we can't till you are fully recovered" javon said his hands stoking my hair

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