JAIDEN
i can not believe what just happened carmella just punched damion in his fucking face good for her she told him to stop calling her that i don't know why she was so angry but whatever it was she had a right to be
"damion you are a shithead " xander shouted
"why would you do that to your little sister" this time javon shouted
"i told you she a physco bitch sh"- before he could finish his sentence another punch went to his jaw this time by me
"fuck you damion" i left
i need to go find Carmella
i ran to her room not seeing her i went to her balcony they only thing i could hear was sobs coming from the roof i climbed onto the roof finding carmella hunched over having another panic attack
shit
"care" hoping she could sense the comfort in my voice
"jaiden" she said barely a whisper
"yeah care its me" before i know she throw herself into my arms "
"i didn't mean to punch him im sorry if i hurt him he was just-"
"carmella stop right there you could of punched him a million time and i would not have stopped you he deserved it hes a piece of shit "
by the time i finished my sentence she was there just lying in in my arms trying to steady her breathing
"care why i did that word trigger you"
she looked up at me hesitantly deciding if she should tell me the truth
"dont lie carmella" i said
sighing knowing she wasn't going to win this battle "my stepdad cole he would call me that when he-"
she stopped mid sentence avoiding my eyes
"what did he do too you carmella" trying to hold back the anger my voice was showing
"he abused me"
WHAT THE FUCK
her hands were now shaking i put my palm over hers rubbing circles on her hands
"how long i asked" dreading the answer i was about to hear
"he started d-doing it after my mum died so roughly about 3 years"
she said laying on her back "your the second person i have ever told like ever jai" she said to me her eyes focusing on the stars
"thank you"i said to her laying down next to her
"no probs" her words came out sarcastically
"jai" she called my name once again
"thats the second time i had a panic attack and the second time you knew what to do how do you know what to do"
questioning if i should answer buts its the least i could do after she told me about cole
who i will defitntley be killing if he is not already dead
"i used to have panic attack when i was younger all the time lets just say our dad wasn't the best either"
"hmmm" is all that came out her mouth
"sorry about your panic attacks"she said
"not your fault carmella"
"do you wanna get high with me" she said grabbing a brownie packet out her pocket my eyes widened in shock
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lost love
Teen FictionCarmella living in London with her abusive step dad thinking life could not get any worse after her mum died the only person she thought every truly loved her that is until she founds out she has 6 older brothers willing to take her all the way to...
