Whatever, Lieutenant.

#10

I sit at the table listening to all the guys chat between each other, knowing today was just another day still the tension between Ghost and I is getting abit unbearable at times.

"Soap you coming with me to the gym I need a spotter and also a sparing partner" gave him a little wink trying to get a reaction from him. He looks over to Ghost waiting for Ghost to say it's alright

"Oi I asked you not him" snapping my fingers at him "if your not in the gym in 15 minutes I'll max out a machine and let it crush me"

"Don't be an idiot Parker" Ghost glares me down from the other side of the table

"Don't try to tell me what to do"I snap at Ghost,  pushing my chair in , I walk to my room. Getting changed from my pjs to the tight black gym gear. I leave out my side door and walk to the gym. Screw that guy

I set up my squats rack, I start off light since soap still didn't arrive. Doing my set while the door opens with Soap and Ghost both walking in. The sight of those two men made me weak, Ghost wearing bottom jaw skull face balaclava with a white open cut singlet with black tight long pants, allowing you to to see all his muscles and his sleeve tattoo. As for Soap was wearing a baggie hoodie and short pants. What I would do to let either one of them have me.

"I thought you were waiting for me?"
"You took your bloody time so I started without you, all I got left is squats and sparing," putting on more weight I look over at Ghost while he does is what looks like his upper body workouts. "You spot me yeah?" Asking Soap
"Yep I got you Lieutenant"
Lieutenant? What is going on, I'll make him regret that one.

Setting up I check in the mirror for my form as I see Soap checking me out from behind. I step out and Soap moves in behind me ready to take the weight if I messed up, using this to my advantage I step further back towards him and start my squat. Making it very obvious I glide my ass on his groin, watching him squirm and blush in the mirror put a smile on my face again. I go to do it again until grabs my hips and hold me in place.

"Lieutenant, what do you think you're doing?"
"I'm trying to finish my set what are you doing?" His fingers digging into my hips, a soft gasp left my lips as I watch his eyes darken in the mirror but also notice Ghost watching from the other side of the room "okay I'll stop" rolling my eyes at him
I finish my set and pack down as soap went and talked to Ghost over in the free weight section.

Sitting down in the middle of the padded floor waiting for Soap to finish with Ghost.
"You ready lieutenant?"
"Are you asking if I'm gonna kick your ass until you stop acting like this, then yeah sure" I grin at him

We both step back from each other and give a slight nod of approval. Figuring he wouldn't go hard on me, I don't hesitate I ran straight at him, jumping up and wrapping my legs around his waist, while flinging all my body weight to the ground, flipping him over. I attempted to pin him down until he broke loose and we both get back up. He swang his leg under my feet tripping me over as he followed me down pinning me underneath him this time

"Johnny wants going on why are you so shut off from me?" Asking through heavy breath , I look deep into his eyes trying to get anything from him. I read people behave and personality for a living why can't I figure these men out?

His face turns to rage as hand lets goes  as he grabs my throat cutting the airway. Wrapping my legs around his waist trying to get out, but nothing worked. I tap out and watch as Soap gets up, grabs his stuff and walks out without any word.

Noticing ghost standing on the other side of the mat
"What you want to go to huh!?" letting the frustration bubble out of me as I stand back up "come on then!?" I shout at him as he walks over to me, he stand overs me looking down at me his eyes sending shivers down my spine and his voice sounds colder then ice,
"You know the rule and you can't keep pushing my men they are done with your games"
"I don't....what have I done?"
"Make your mind up Parker, obey the rules or leave them alone"
"Fuck this shit you don't control me and won't stop me"
"Careful Parker..." his voice dropping deeper as he warns me
"Fuck you" turning my back to walk out as I hear him mumble something underneath his breath

His hand wraps around the back of my neck pushing me up against the mirrored wall.
"Look at me" he whispered into my ear as his hot breath sends goosebumps down my body
I look into the reflection up at ghost, feeling my sex get wetter and wet the closer he was to me.
"You go to any of them and they will turn you down."
My frustration of being denied driving me more insane by the minute "Why are you..."
"You belong to me, might not except that yet but you will"
"Please just fuck me"
"Not until you say mine"
"Never" my body screaming at me to just give in but my mind telling me that I'm not that type of person
He pushes me face hard into the mirror as he lets go and walks away. Leaving me breathless craving more.

Looking outside the gym Ghost was no where to be seen, I walk back to the house and walk straight to Gaz's room. Without knocking I walk in and lock the door behind me
"What no...Lieutenant get out" seeing his shocked face as he seats at his desk
"What's with call me lieutenant all of a sudden what happen to call me by my name"
"You know what happened, now out"
"Kyle?"
"Tristan...I can't" he says
I go seat on his lap facing him
"You can't what? Talk to me?"
"Go to Ghost"
"Kyle please" pleading with him while he shows no emotion towards me "okay I get it" I get up and walk to the kitchen make myself a sandwich

"Will no one fuck me in this house? Do I really have to do it all myself!?" yelling at the top of my voice knowing all of them were in the house I walk back to my room and get Jasper, hoping a walk will clear my head

We throw the ball for a good hour or so but I couldn't get Ghost out of my head. I want him, shit I need him if I'm being completely honest. My body still on fire from his touch I can't deny it any long. I call Jasper over and walk back to the house.

After having a shower I dry myself off and put my black combat pants and tight black singlet with my mask and my hair down. Walking out and infront of his door, my hand shaking with nervous anticipation or my body telling me to run back to my room.

Knock knock
Standing there fiddling with a pocket on my pants, there was no reply. With a wave of confidence I open the door, he wasn't on his bed or at his deck, noticing the light in his bathroom was on. I seat on his bed waiting for him to come back into the room, I look down at my pants and start playing with the zips and tabs

After awhile I hear the shower turn off and footsteps approaching. I watching his shadow get closer and closer with every step, to nervous to look at him yet I keep playing with my pants.
"Look at me" his assertive tone sparks a flame in me, slowly lifting my eyes to look up at him, mask on and sweatpants but no shirt, my eyes scanning ever scar, ever muscle, trying to figure out his tattoos.

He locks his thumb and pointer on my chin lifting it to look up at him eyes.
"Please Ghost I'm...I need....i umm.."
"Be a good girl use your words come on I know you can do it"
"I've been denied long enough please" i plead with him, slowly moving my hand up to touch him but his free hand grips my wrist stopping me from touching him.

His eyes darken as he looks down at me, he hooks his finger underneath my mask trying to pull it off. I pull my head back and as he drops his hand, his mask crinkles alittle in the forehead.
"Take it off or get out" his tone should have scared me but it just inticed me more.
What is wrong with me?

Author note
Well I've been meaning to write but kinda been busy working/reading/being sick. I'll have so many ideas for this story I just need to write/type it all down quicker!!!