27. neglected (or i'm overreacting)

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i'm lying on the couch, receiving literally a hundred texts from the same four ppl just ranting bout taylor's new album
again. i don't hate her. i listen to her. i like her music. but i don't need a thousand fucking texts abt just one damn song.

what makes matters worse is that i was saying smth and it just got brushed away in a millisecond. so yeah. have your fun but i'm here feeling unseen :D
and it's not like this hasn't happened before. and i guess that's what happens when you're the only introvert in the friend group but it still feels like shit 🥲

literally maybe i'm being fucking sensitive and i should just be like ignoring my feelings (lol i do that anyways) but like nobody really replies to me when i am excited abt smth? maybe bc we have different likes and dislikes but we can at least ask questions or smth? idk.
(btw this book is my free therapy)

now i'm gonna go to bed sad
good night
kisses and croissants 💋 🥐

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