Deja Vu ( 2022 Version )

𝟭𝟯.𝟱. 𝘁𝗿𝗮𝗶𝘁𝗼𝗿

❝ 𝐘𝐎𝐔'𝐃 𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐊 𝐓𝐎 𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐖𝐄 𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐓𝐎𝐆𝐄𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑, 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐃 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐀𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐒𝐓, 𝐁𝐔𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐃𝐈𝐃𝐍'𝐓 𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑. 𝐈𝐓 𝐓𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐓𝐖𝐎 𝐖𝐄𝐄𝐊𝐒 𝐓𝐎 𝐆𝐎 𝐎𝐅𝐅 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐃𝐀𝐓𝐄 𝐇𝐄𝐑. 𝐆𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐒 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐃𝐈𝐃𝐍'𝐓 𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐓, 𝐁𝐔𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔'𝐑𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐀 𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐓𝐎𝐑 ❞

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July 12th, 2020... ( Isabel's POV: )

I called Harry on the phone today just to ask him how he is. All I did was speak normally, yet somehow I still struck a nerve. I couldn't help but to feel frantic on the inside. I bet he won't even pick up, as he's busy talking to her, I thought to myself. Surprisingly, he did in fact pick up and seemed to be in a better mood than he was yesterday.

I played dumb, but I know something more must be going on. I don't mean physically, but for sure emotionally. My guts are telling me that the chances of Harry emotionally cheating on me are quite high. God, I wish he would've thought this through before I went ahead and fell in love with him. Was I just a willing accomplice? Well I at least hope that I'm his favorite crime.

" So you've been hanging out with Cate a lot these days... " I breathily shaked, knowing I'm stuck in L.A. and unable to stop Harry from falling for another girl who isn't me.

" Yeah, but don't worry Iz, it's purely platonic. You know I love you! " Harry claims.

" Is she there right now? " I fearfully asked, repenting the fact that these questions are always the ones Harry will dodge and avoid.

" Iz, I told you, I love you! You're not one to be paranoid, I hope ur ok "

Ain't it funny? Calm reactions towards my "paranoid" behavior. Is this some twisted game I'm partaking in? If so, none of it is any fucking fun.

2 weeks later...

So it seems as Harry's claim of it being only "purely platonic"with Cate was just a load of bullshit. Maybe once they truly were just friends but now it sure as hell doesn't look like it. It's the same jacket Harry always used to lend me back at school that Cate is proudly wearing in her latest instagram post.

Part of me is still in the denial stage of our breakup and can't believe it only took Harry 2 weeks to date her. Do his guilty brown eyes feel any regret? I bet he ran over next door to her house the second that we called it quits. 

There's no damn way that he could fall in love with someone that quickly. It took him 3 months to catch feelings for me, and that's a long time through my lenses considering I'm quite the catch. Then again I was pretty oblivious to it all. It wasn't until my then girlfriend at the time, Emma Archer, enviously brought up Harry's goo goo eyes towards me. The timing of Harry finally falling for me was absurd and honestly the worst. I guess fate really loves to fuck with us.

You see, I liked Harry from the very first second I layed eyes on him. It's cliche and stupid, but I was only 12 and for some reason he left me vastly mezmorized. Falling in love wasn't part of my plan. It started with a silly, senseless crush and lead to this... I gave him all my time and trust and Harry went ahead and messed it all up.