Villain [MinChan]

Eleven

⚠️ WARNING - self harm

Chan's pov

That night, I could not sleep.

Not just that night.

Practically every night now.

And it's been 2 weeks.

All I could do was think about him.

Day and night.

His slim waist.

His mesmerizing eyes.

His glossy lips.

His breathtaking figure.

"AHHH, I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM."

Changbin busted through the door.

"WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU YELLIN AT THIS HOUR?"

I looked at Binnie all pouty and tears at the brim about slip out.

"I think I'm in love."

"Your what?" I thought you said you never wanted to have romantic feelings for anyone....."

"What makes your dumbass brain think that I can control who the funk I love?"

He stayed quiet.

"So who is it that your in love with?"

"Minho."

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Minho pov

I held the locket between my fingers.

Memories flooded back to me.

WHY? I thought to myself.

Why would you choose me Hyunjin?

We both hated each other so why?

Soon enough I was a sobbing mess on the floor.

Thank god the door is locked.

I got up, my legs were wobbling and felt numb.

I'm tired.

I'm really tired.

I don't want to be here anymore.

But if I die.

Who will loook after my cats?

Who will support Felix financially.

Who will guard Innie?

WHY THE FUCK AM I SO DAMN USEFUL AND USELESS AT THE SAME DAMN TIME.

I sobbed harder.

At this point, I didn't care.

Since I can't kill myself.