~~Hope~~

Chapter Ten

Chapter Ten

I stared at my ceiling, Zach thought it would be best if I went home first then went to a counsellor the next day.

Well, it was the next day, and I was waiting in my room. I didn't want to go, but I knew they were just going to force me. I didn't want to be forced, so I was going without a fight. I looked down at my stomach, what am I going to do? I asked myself. As I thought of the possibilities I felt hot tears sting my eyes so I focused on my room instead.

My walls were a beautiful purple, my carpet a light blue, my bed comforter was rainbow-ish, in the corner of my room I had my make-up table full of my favorite make-up, I had decorations and posters everywhere making my room look like a rainbow had threw up on it.

There was a small knock at my door, but I stayed where I was on my floor, I didn't feel like getting up.

"Anna?" It was Julia. "Can I come in?" Once again I didn't reply, so she took that as a yes and entered. 

She made her way over to me slowly, like she was debating what she was going to say. Once she was next to me she plopped down onto the floor with me.

"Are you okay?" She asked me. "Zach told me what happened."

"Yeah, so?" I replied, my voice cold. 

Her eyes got big in surprise since she never heard me sound that way before. "Everything is gonna be okay."

I stood up. "Everything is not going to be okay!" My voice mean. "I don't know why everyone keeps telling me that! It's all lies! I'm pregnant! I'm fourteen and pregnant!"

She paused, I could tell she was choosing her words carefully. "What about hope?"

"There is no hope for me" 

"You told me there's always hope."

"Well, then I guess I lied. Because all hope is gone for me."

"I feel so sorry for you, I don't see how this can be happened to you it's just wrong." She told me.

"Don't feel sorry for me, your just wasting your time..." There was another knock at the door and my mom walked in.

"It's time." She told me, and I knew it was time to go to the counsellor. I stood up.

"I'll be back later." Julia told me as she left.

I took my time walking to the car, I could tell my mom understood how much I didn't want to go. When I got into my mom's car, she was already in there, so we left.

~!<3!~

It was the quickest ride I'd ever had. Before I knew it I was in the waiting room of the consilliling center.

I knew I looked horrible, with wrinkled clothes, a tear stained face, messy hair, and an ankle brace, but I didn't care. Why should I care what people think? Should I?

My mom was looking at a magizene, but I could tell she was secretly watching me. Wait was it still a secret if I knew?

"Are you going in with me?" I asked her, my voice sounded hallow.

"Yeah, for the first session they want me to." She replied looking at me. 

She kept looking... I knew she wanted me to say something but I just nodded and looked away.

"Anna Johnson." A voice called my name. I knew the drill, so I stood up and walked over to the girl waiting for me. She was in her late twenty's, beautiful long blonde hair that was neatly straightened, with bright brown eyes. Yes, I just said bright brown eyes, they were an amazing color of brown they stood out on her.